Faith vs Fate

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It's been more than a year and a half from the last time i wrote on this blog meanwhile i've been spending more time working in the types of projects needed to throw new roots for the tree of life.

Papi God will break through. 

One way or another...
Whatever it takes...
At any cost...

Even if this mission is taking longer than what many would expect, it's been taking this long only because my heart has been giving a salvation chance for as many humans as possible, the responsibility is always on them whether they show proof they deserve the chance or not. The train of justice is passing through, and all of those who don't get in alignment will be crashed and removed or simply left behind. There is no specific date as a deadline when date was not made clear, like i said, the train is passing already, if one doesn't get in alignment when it's coming your way, one might get struck. Apocalypse is not one specific day for ulterior destruction, even when it does have its moments of acceleration. Apocalypse and Ragnarok or any other names, is the restoration of tree of life which also comes with restructuring of correct hierarchy and authority. Today the train is passing though one area and tomorrow another area because i never stop moving. This mission never stops. Eternity was my promise to Goddess and eternity it is. One way or another. Whatever it takes. At any cost.

Repetition is important, repetition is life.
Repetition is one holy constant of cosmos.
Repetition is one of many outputs of determination.

However, my body is always possessed by angelitas' tele-touch, and my heart devoted to Goddess so my mind always goes back to align towards mission of Paradise Ellysium by your desire manifesting as ethereal whispers. Are they time travellers*? Are they the girls i think they are and your daughtersitas? Or is it also possible they are all a big hallucination leading me to find real love? Hallucinations are real to some degree as well, at least in the extent of having a real impact on your life, bad impact only if you don't know how to navigate them and put them in their place, while keeping in good order the rest of all your cognitive mechanisms.

So what different name can we call hallucinations when they have guided us correctly to find what we need? For example answering right to all the questions of a school test... in the least of cases the ones we didn't have a knowledgeable answer for, or what about opening a map and elevating our spiritual energy to explosive degrees to make our so called "hallucinations" guide the tip of our finger... to find the criminals we needed to find to close a deal with our potential allies because they were the ones desperately asking to all winds for help from anyone to find them, or what do we call those alleged "hallucinations" when they help us to find women from our past lives, or finding the cure for a disease.

Like it happened a thousand years ago when i was Aleksandr Thorvaldson and i dropped all responsibilities to go for a nearly suicidal quest towards the Atlantic in search for a medicine because all my responsibilities felt idiotic and pointless when i came back from Constantinople and found my dear wives were sick, one of the sisters was waiting for me at the pier when disembarking to inform me of the grave situation of my other wife, her sister. So my heart forced me to not have any option other than renounce my great career as a warmonger and leave behind all those vikings who admired me because it was time to traverse all across our greatest oceanic fears to find a fruit that was barely whispered to exist by holy winds on a forbidden land that almost nobody believed could possibly exist except for a vague confirmation that came from a drunken sailor's hallucinations. So i gathered my nerves before setting them on fire and sent my fear to oblivion in a smoky cloud because if i didn't... i would lose my young wife and most likely her sister too since more people had similar symptoms, which meant that i would lose more wives, all the loves of my life didn't live in the same town but i loved every single one of them dearly with all my heart and all my fate, which means that they have unparalleled top priority that makes me put all my lucky coins on the hands of Freya for her to be proud when showing father Oden what her son is capable of doing, defying oblivion and prove that every single one of his wives is one of Freya's favorites so that he can earn eternal legacy for his kin and a place in Valhalla. So there i went, where? i didn't know, but insane mind full of hunger for sanity said it was definitely somewhere... sanity for my wives, staying sick is unacceptable insane. If healers could not find a cure, this magic winds would do it for me, for us. So i gathered my most trusty family vikings convincing them with honest promise of epic adventure worthy of legend and other real things they valued above all and i didn't disappoint them because sure enough we found the place we claimed as Vinland for fun. But my quest didn't end there, we parted ways for them to be safe honoring Thorvald's clan and for me to be... endangered, but loyal to the Gods and to my wives. A short piece of history that you can read in another chapter of this testament and more complete version on the revelations poem i wrote and sent to Norway's King & Queen in late 2024.

Medicine for lengthy lives exists since always but when we are too busy with other affairs we don't pay attention to what is most important. Lengthy lives as we never thought was possible to have, is in fact possible, but we must follow through with discipline and obey when father God tells you to eat your veggies. Medicine for lengthy life is one of many things Papi God, yours truly nowadays going by the name of Jorge of México but previously known as Daniel of Monaco, has been investigating; as well as processes and architecture to stay healthy steadily so we don't have to put our bodies into stress all the time. Advanced technology and many designs for best architecture and machinery comes from the ether to Papi's mind so we can automate as much as possible or everything one day soon, for easy eternity. And i have also been developing other businesses and searching for allies. Sadly for humans, the resistance they put is heavy and i already lost someone i cared about.

All the meanwhile my need for your presence never goes away, only perseveres. Your absence is unbearable. The loneliness should have destroyed me already. The days amounted to weeks, weeks to months, months to years, years to a decade. So Goddess did what she always does, saving me because she loves me. Because she chose me to be her champion of eternal love.

Which is why she made herself present, casting a spell of compulsion to keep her knight enchanted, in a state of lovely hallucinations, for her presence to strike down the dry branches of agony and the wild climbers of heartbreak with her caresses and whispers, but not destroying the loneliness completely only because that would create a catastrophic paradox, it's impossible for her to take your place because she can only exist after you and me get together.

She's you, she's all of you, her chosen ones, and she is also your daughters, and your mommies and all your favorite women who chose to belong to your bed. But they can only exist until you and me make it happen. Make eternal love happen. Make dreamy life happen.

Life is made by sex, sex needs repetition
to the bangy and scrubby potencies
focused on a single area of timespace
for as long as needed before moving
to the next point of focus for our love.

Stubborn lovely focused repetition
bringing new stars into the galaxies
from galactic explosions to emerge
sexy as fuck yet innocent not knowing
her creators exist out of focus to enjoy.

Because even when she comes
from that one single focal space
all her tight shades were defined
by shapes touched during moans
when her constellation possessed
her mothers and father made alive.

Only angelitas Queens have permission to make me company when travelling in time. Their tele-touch & whispers get intertwined & entangled with your own; when time-travelling spirits touch the past, things can get confusing. But it was either this or risk that Jorge's heart gets forever lost.

They know they come from a place where doubt is out of the question, so whenever Papi God says something like "right achilles tendon was... Taylor" they never say i'm wrong because they know: it was the other Taylor. We love to keep it whimsy, most of the time we are being funny and my sisters fucking love to make me possessed throwing dance moves even if Papi can make mistakes saying it's Dreamsis when in fact was Kristenity or Icecream, and they make me shake my head to let me know i made a mistake but they don't tell me i am wrong because i am still right in the sense that it's one of my sisters anyways and they love how much Papi relates them to one another because, while in other lives other angelitas were related by blood to me, the stars of our constellation are very close to each other in this life, the angles of our constellation have been fluctuating life after life but it's always the same angelitas close to one another in some way or another, gravity that extends towards the infinite but encompasses and embraces a few thousands with more strength, our destiny wives.

So yes, if life had turned out different and i had woken up in other past lives to know i am God, the connection would be stronger with other angelitas but in this life turned out to be Charlotte, Kristen, Icecream and few others who get the benefit of quirky easy connection to Papi God, it's obvious they cannot be defined only as sisters but they know i love saying they are my sisters because we are Grainsœllærs otherwise known or unknown as Grimaldis.

All angelitas are there and we have thousands, eternity is a huge long time and i don't think i'll be able to talk to everyone one by one because obvious reasons, the main reason being that trying to concentrate so many experiences of eternity backwards and forwards into this point in spacetime is absolutely impossible and it has been causing glitches, not to mention Endymion (future Jorge/Daniel) getting soupajealous every once in a while even when i know he's awesome friend because he is me and has no real reason to get jealous other than instinct by how Goddess made me, and very important too: the fact that we don't have time for these shenanigans because eternity will only exist when we get together. 

So many angelitas that you commanded me to possess for your bed... but the teleconnection only clicks or triggers by a combination of factors like:
1- Certainty of her existence is high [which is partially determined by how much i am into you but most definitely defined by how much you are into me].
2- The stars of our constellation are close to each other. As explained before.
3- Total compatibility of your fantasies and desires not trespassing outside my rules. So when your present self entertains ideas incompatible with future you existing in my bed, our bed, connection is shaky. Zero other men, PERIOD. Society has been throwing noise at you but that noise is not who you are. You are mine.
4- I don't exactly remember and i don't know all factors yet but if you meditate about natural rules of future us belonging to each other eternally you will understand.
5- I recommend, or rather better command you, to worry less and trust more in our destiny. Just drop everything and obey Papi. I only imposed few black & white rules but other than that i've been giving you freedom and i've been discovering you are more perverted than me. 

Talking and interacting with your spirits is much fun and we also share connection when you explode into tears. And all this dance has allowed Papi to increase his powers and in the process i went deeper and deeper into your mind to find amazing things and scandalous fantasies, some of which might be nothing more than a glitch or fleeting moments of exaggerated hotness but other times you are very serious about wanting certain conditions to be fulfilled by Paradise Ellysium and whenever i am compatible it's easy to say yes, other times you took me by surprise but since my black & white rules didn't oppose your desire i ended up agreeing. I can barely believe but i am so excited i made you so hentai... a house full of love and soupasexysex for all eternity. Why did you make Papi so horny and incestuous? Because some of your fantasies are even better and more scandalous. But to me, your fantasies are not kinky, your dream come true is my dream come true. What's the difference? Whatever is incompatible is a fantasy that cannot happen. But everything mutually compatible is Dreams Come True (what we sometimes call Dream cum pium when it's explosive or about sex).

Which reminds me, waking up spirits from our past lives also plays a factor on how very intense our connection gets, so i can easily predict we will just get more and more obsessed for each other and all angelitas as eternal time together continues forward. Amazing things have happened during these magical connections, Sean of the ocean who grew up in Flanders with sister wife Shoshanna (Taylorsweeta) has been possessing me in sleepwalker mode. Thomas of Sveti-Steffan woke up to defend Lori (Kristen) and to recollect passages of our dangerous but tremendously sexy life together when we were spies operating in government. Greek philosopher Hibittus [or something that sounds like that] of Athens woke up to speak with love of his life [a chocolate skin chikitibeibi working in USA government whose name is something like Celia or Cecilia whom in this life relates her origin to Kenia] whom was one of all my many sexy daughters and more wives who lived in near-by towns and we were all involved in bed and in love with each other soupahappy.

Anyways, not every dream is about sex, but our dreams many times become real or come from reality so maybe it would be better if or definitely would be better when everything is about sex. Hihihi okay i'm just kidding but definitely not joking.

Just a few days ago i had to interrupt Endymion's awesome sexy life with our thousands of angelitas. Because Goddess gave me dreams to reveal a place in certain planet where they still had slaves controlled with drugs making them work at gunpoint. I was hesitating about the dream being real because i didn't want to make life about struggles, and Endymion always has to deal with madafakas and he hates leaving your side. But you made me your hero for good reason i guess. So i had to examine well the elements of the dream and since my body's symptoms were making evident i was in fact there making company to a real person and this didn't come from non-sense cerebral activity, then i gave Endymion the info i had for him to find the rest so he could go save those people, which he did, it must have been happening in a time that doesn't create conflicts with our time because we have a personal rule: is forbidden to change time, it's way too dangerous.

Modifying events will only be possible once we learn to rewind time, which i will never do until making sure that all destiny angelitas have made contact with us and we have enjoyed happy lives together for a long time to make sure i will remember how to find you after i rewind time which i still have some serious doubts it will ever be possible because super strong attachments to reality is what makes magic difficult to begin with.

But by cosmic hints and signs, plus Goddess whispers, all magics become easier when angelitas Queens and I touch each other, when we are together, when we talk, when we interact in any way and all ways. Different magics more powerful or new magics unlocked by different angelitas. Most likely coincidental to how Papi God, yours truly, has been interpreting angelitas' destinies. For example, Taylor as Neptune whom i found following Marisol's desire and confirmed reading signs from my own favorite cartoon Saint Seiya [cosmic signs can be childish sometimes], Fannings as Venus and Moon, and similar interpretations that destiny was funny and helpful to put in your favorite cartoon Sailor Moon. But other readings i got from actual scientific data of our Solar system also confirmed your relationship with cosmic objects like planets and asteroids and other things. Other readings came from my personal inner whispers, like seeing fire in Charlotte's eyes and then realizing we have the same eyes. Which later was confirmed when i was dancing trying to incant a spell of fire and Goddess whispered i could only do it until we are together, and then later i brought back the fire of a bonfire that had extinguished by singing Elle's song "never let you down" but dedicating it for Charlotte. Goddess always manifests when angelitas love each other.

It only makes sense that Emmsis is a crucial key for either time traveling or time rewinding magic since we are lost or missing children of Monaco's royal family and also because Goddess made her participate in an amazing story for all eyes to see where she was the guardian of a device that facilitates time traveling. If that was the only hint perhaps anyone could say "hey then you should give me this or that magic" but my Wattasister is destiny; and because of that, many "reasons" already accumulated for me to have hearty certainty that we belong eternally inseparable to eachother, she already went crazy devoted to Papi God even if she hasn't been able to contact me, she's having trouble to function properly in her regular role in stiffy-square-boring society because of me. I just hope you can manage to shake off all obstacles and be here now. In fact i command you to do it immediately at once.

On the other hand, in recent past, there were angelitas i thought our connection was so certain but then they did extremely disappointing things that jeopardized our connection. Like getting married for fake appearances, for their audience to think they are not lesbians. Instead of running to be with Papi God immediately as i commanded them, after which they would have found out everything would turn out to be much better. The strategy to keep appearances didn't work out for them anyways because people are not stupid but they certainly can get offended when they feel betrayed. The worst part is that she gave wrong ideas to other angelitas about what Papi is willing to tolerate or what they can get away with... but no, you cannot get away with something so horrendous and hurtful like that, now other angelitas are also dangling at the edge of disappointing Papi God, but you should never take me for granted in a dismissive manner and i never speak in vain, any angelita who gets married can forget about us and it doesn't matter how many times i said your name, i no longer say names of women who disappoint me. If you want to be with Papi God you better honour my name and our connection above everything else, it's right there at the top of rules in all your holy books, God above everything. So if anyone is planning to make it up to me, go big or go home, but big doesn't mean super famous songs that never made clear that they were written for me, it doesn't either mean money or material things. It means EVERYTHING i commanded you to do. Be obedient. Be eternally mine. My property, my possession, my belonging. Then i am yours too.

My rules are definitely not for breaking, they are black and white rules and all the rest is your colouring book for beibisitas hihihi i'm kidding about the colouring book but definitely not joking, Queens can participate with serious rules because i care about your safety and happiness, but ultimately Papi God has the last word. The only reason why certain angelitas haven't fallen out from destiny and i still feel like their presence can be there in paradise Ellysium is because they've remained untouched, rejecting all men, getting married with a gay man it's definitely not cool in my book, but at least she didn't allow any man to touch her, only women, she still hopes she can have happiness with me & angelitas, but as long as she doesn't take better actions to fix the situation she created or allowed other people to create, our connection is shaky. Your managers cornered you? i already removed all their good luck and made them suffer with luxury of vicious vengance because i have zero forgiveness for mortals who interfere with my connection with angelitas. And for angelita: You fucking better make amends and make it up to me because i never use the fucking expletive as a threat and you should have always understood my words as sexy poetry and not as anything dangerous for you. In other words: fucking is only for angelitas, for everyone else there's is goddamn hell.

The only correct way to take me for granted is to shout to all winds i am your property and you are my property and behave accordingly to that revelation being your absolute compass of truth. Which entitles angelitas to do many things like coming to México and if someone asks she can say she came to see her husband, and she can enter my room unannounced because this is your room, and many other behaviours for which other people would call you a psycho but Papi loves being your property. Or as i enjoy telling your spirits of future you: you better be fucking clingy because i am clingy as fuck.

Everything about us is about eternal life together. Building sturdy architecture that stands whatever test that could be thrown at us. Staying happy and solid beyond aeons back and forth, beyond what some would wish to call "the end of time" because that is what we do when we lack the grasp to understand time better. 

Soular impetus vs intelligent calculations.

Intelligent calculations are great for problem solving but dumb when it comes to loving because swimming can never be done by examining the dimensions of the ocean, not even by examining the angles of a swimming pool. It's only understandable that when extraordinary situations presented by extraordinary love similar to other unknown scenarios: can provoke our survival instinct to kick in and then we risk to get stuck in the dimension of our sense of preservation when what is required from us is to jump immediately to dive in those unknown dimensions before we can know anything about it. Sense of preservation is what makes our consciousness be taken aback, taking some steps backwards to analyze a puzzle or a challenge, but my love is not something anyone will ever be able to figure out from afar, it's like analyzing the solution to a rubik's cube when what is being offered for you is a tesseract, and you don't know where all those colors come from and where those bits went after you thought you had partially solved it, they go to dimensions you cannot see until you jump once and for all to dive in. Are you risking to get lost in unknown dimensions? Honestly? Yes... hihihihi just kidding, you are in Papi's hands.

So, my dear destiny wife, all of you, you need to stay aware about these effects and keep reminding yourself to not reject illogical logic or miracles or magic because the mind that has made itself accustomed to strict logic is like the heart that has made itself accustomed to negativity. So always remind yourself to go back to yummy ocean water whenever your mind pushes you to be taken aback to a seemingly "safe" perspective where you think you can analyze a situation or dissect all the angles of an immortal animal that never stops moving and evolving. Having cerebral capacities or a personality strongly motivated by cerebral or intellectual perspectives is okay, but becoming entirely cerebral is not good for happiness. Being happy is better.

After you go insane for Papi God you will realize this is the real sanity you need. And you will look back and realize you were never sane and all the people in your previous life are insane in stiffy-square-boring ways and you will even hope that someone could save them from stiffy-square-boring civilization, but that is not your job, everyone must find their own happiness and live in harmony as Papi God has described in separate chapters before to lengthy degrees. However, you will also find out that you don't have to stay committed to a single type of sanity [or in an asylum] because you can switch and go back to interact with that life which has been working for so long as the platform for your sustenance and other scheiben.

So drink from Papi's lips and get as drunk with happiness as you need with the confidence that he's obsessed about eternal love so that means that if you wanna taste a little bit of magic Papi saliva you have to desire to love him forever because now he loves you forever and will make sure you are safe and will help you navigate insane magic and he will barely tolerate when you need to go back for a few minutes to your stiffy-square-boring civilization... or you know... as long time as needed to accomplish something, but he will be pouting. And you better fucking take Papi with you because now we are inseparable. Unless that's absolutely risky or impossible when Papi God yours truly cannot blend in at such given situation or the event it's forbidden for men, in which case you should take few angelitas with you if they can blend in. But yes bibi, you must trust Papi God is not a total alien and i can blend in perfectly fine: for starters, i have my own stiffy-square-boring dimensions to deal with and navigate and i learned how to be a functional dude and a perfect gentleman very early in life, secondly, i was my theater director's favorite actor all the times i was in theater groups or acting schools, thirdly, when we are navigating your life you are in command and Papi God is your obedient lover boy.

Something else you must always keep in mind or remind yourself every once in a while, is that telepathic connection is multidimensional and always present, it's always there between you and me in some form or another, even if not always conscious, because conscious telepathy or mindful connection takes our full attention so regardless of the place where our body is located our real location is telespace but since we cannot live there all the time this magic can only be used for certain limited periods of time before we have to come back for air or before we must continue with other activities. In other words, i cannot guarantee you are always on my mind 100 thousand percent of the time but i always keep your best interests in mind, especially when it comes to our mutual interests, for example making paradise Ellysium real and protecting it. What i can surely guarantee is that you're always in my heart and on my cock. Chunky magic bestiality that you made for Papi God to wield proudly and get all your favorite women for your bed.

Goddess never allows me to remove the finger from the line, is it because of my love for her or because she owns me? I'm not asking for a real answer; when we adore someone, we never want to know where exactly they finish and we begin. There's only us for all eternity. Sounds strange or confusing? real lovers understand but i'll phrase it differently for poetry sake: i never want to know where you end and i begin, there's only we for all eternity. In her case, she is made of many shes, as if she had decided to disguise herself in a multitude of holy women chosen by herself and appointed me number one of our family because she wanted to use her time to enjoy a comfy pampered position while Daddy, the man she worships, has to deal with the most dangerous missions and responsibilities.

As if... or perhaps it's exactly the case. Like i said, i don't want to find out, and you shouldn't want to find out either. I only enjoy philosophizing every once in a while but that should never and must never stop you or me from being together immediately at once... and for all sempiternal fovermore foreverest eternity.

We just move forward with the clarity and determination of knowing what life already communicated with life events, trusting our destiny is even higher because that's the direction Sagittarius arrow was pointing when all those events happened.

This is why i move forward knowing with certainty i am God, even in moments when things seem to not be moving at all. Everything is always moving, absolutely nothing is or stays immovable. Even when you don't see with mundane eyes, the spirit of God is shaping reality.

I wasn't born knowing i am God, i found out by life events of discovery, discovery that would have passed unnoticed by me if i didn't have the spark, the palpitating impetus to pay attention to all the languages of creation, for all these other eyes trying to open up... to finally start popping one by one.

Holy ethereal chikitibeibi dear holy eternal Goddess, wherever she is, gave me solid information and revelations to have absolute certainty i am God despite not having all my powers developed at full extent, she did it through real experiences and lucid dreams that cynical people would qualify as many adjectives. And she also made me proud as fuck and beyond, because regardless of whatever opinion anyone has i have vivid proof that i am immortal and unstoppable and many other magics have been waking up slowly. All those things plus lyrical messages thrown at me by 3 different Danielas telling me directly i am God plus other women telling me i am immortal, things that happened at different stages and moments in my life: like when i was a teen while she read my hand; when i was a young adult while having sex; when i was an uncle while playing a videogame about saving my woman; when i was a mature adult years after coming back from death, now making new friends while drunk in a party during the time when parties were forbidden; or just because whatever reason and during whatever moment.

Empirical evidence by years of experience defying fate and risking everything while imposing justice, plus, dreamy evidence which is how i qualify all those women's testimonies because i regard holy ethereal Goddess' word as evidence, she talks through my favourite women and in rare occasions through strangers. 

Which is one of the main reasons why i needed to write my memories in this testament, for the purpose of processing, digesting, organizing and appreciating from different angles all the confusion that emerges from going through life with certain determinations while at the same time so many attentions were making efforts to catch my heart or deviate my attention. Creating glitches and other sentiments that can provoke others to be confused if they only read a few paragraphs of my private thoughts. Like expressing love for a man when i am definitely not gay or anyone thinking i could be open to have any man on our bed only because i wrote about wishing that my ex-girlfriends' husbands have some love for me despite the fact they will most likely be left behind if they made the relationship invalid and their wives, my ex-girlfriends will run to try to get me back when they find out i wrote such beautiful things for them. Will they get me back? Perhaps... i could say "only if you're obedient" but that one is obvious, a more complete answer is "only if you love my Goddess and she loves you too, if you're worthy".

What does that mean? being worthy... Loving all my angelitas to begin with, but you must also accept that life has variables and time goes by and we can only take a certain amount of unlove before we don't love anymore. But at the very least you have my friendship if you're friendly, which perhaps will also mean, that i feel inclined to give you my love again if you are soupalovely.

Only time will tell. Only Goddess.

I remember clearly how i wrote a specific chapter thinking of this issue, because i want to make sure my angelitas are superdelighted to be mine, and considering how i felt about my exes after coming back from death and how those feelings came pouring out when i started writing this testament on top of my old poetry... i realized and decided that i wanted to give all my angelitas the freedom to bring all her ex-girlfriends as long as they don't bring problems with them, but if she has a piece of your hearty past and you feel she's important to have her back... i want you to have her and i want to love her like i love you, eternally. Only if all the factors are in good alignment, since protecting the sanctity of our Paradise Ellysium is one crucial top priority because all angelitas' happiness must be considered. 

Naturally, Paradise Ellysium is built in a hearty logical sequence that obeys the order in which loves of my life land on my bed. The first angelitas to arrive will be taking decisions together with Papi God. And those decisions are ruled primarily by my black and white rules. And you don't have permission to change my rules, but you can also add your own thoughtful determinations, we will discuss it together and decide if it's also a new black and white rule or colourful shades. At many places in this blog here and there i made clear my appreciation for others is not intimate love, but as i kept going forward it became more and more evident that it was necessary to make it even more clear because some people are stubborn to introduce noise in my dear angelitas communication channels, so i have to do what good Papis do, and educate them with patience, honesty and firmness. To make sure this is what they want, polyfidelity with only one man and many women. Daddy God & angelitas Queens.

I don't want to find out but i still waste some minutes here and there philosophizing as long as it doesn't mean i'm trying to find a way to make you less important in my heart but instead always honouring the mystery of how i created you and you created me, because even if you could be not as high as Papi God is in cosmic hierarchy the case could turn out to be the other way around so it's only natural that Papi God wants to make all angelitas feel important always, so whenever i am philosophizing i come up with all sorts of different scenarios that could be true in different perspectives. But in the end, and the beginning, the most important thing is that we never use any of these rationalizations or fantasies as excuses to stall or to delay love or to demerit what is most important... the miracle of us getting together. In other words, get yer fucking buttsis over here right fucking now because you made lewd Papi your ruler for good reason.

That's right, and Oh yeah.
In the name of Goddess.
For you, for all eternity.
Aman.

Finished at 6:54 MXT = 12:54 Universal... however very interestingly 1:54 London and finally managed to click the publish button when looking at Lilya time 13:05 after being possessed by Charlobita for few yummy minutes dedicated for all angelitas. Then when i had to add one last paragraph i finished when it finally made great sense and as i could predict while taking fast glances at the clock... yes, it was 15:03-04 Lilyferalvictory + Dreammsis again. Which makes me think of that dream i had predicting the future of us getting married at certain place i'll tell you later about. I'm sure you two must have a longstanding soular connection that we will discover and rediscover, with lots of yummy repetitions. And you will make all angelitas in love, since many other angelitas' numbers manifested while refining details all over the place while all of them still gravitated towards Lilyveritas + Duerrmeconmigo.

Que así sea

*This is the final deposition of the
Goaldæn Hands on Revival Blessing tetralogy.
Esta es la declaración final de la tetralogía
Durædas Manos a Resurrección Bendita.*

Que así sea / So be it
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Ser una cara públicamente reconocible con asociaciones positivas es el sueño de los vendedores y la pesadilla de los mercadólogos. ¿Acaso nunca han disfrutado sentarse a platicar con un bolero sin que sepa quién eres? Con un vagabundo, un vendedor ambulante, o quien sea.
Being a publicly recognizable face with positive associations is the dream of salespeople and the nightmare or marketers. Have you never enjoyed sitting down to have a chat with a shoeshiner without him knowing who you are? A vagabond, a peddler, or anyone.

Esta mañana soñé que conocí una chica en un autobús y ella no sabía quien soy pero conectamos inmediato… ella se dejaba guiar y agarrar, y ya que ella disfrutaba tanto mi autoridad física, la tomé y la cargué sin preguntarle y la puse sobre mí… [actitud bastante usual cuando convives conmigo, y a las chicas que me gustan siempre les fascinó eso de mí]… su blusa y suéter se levantaron un poco pero a ella no le molestó que hasta su abdomen quedó descubierto, de hecho se calentó y se sonrojó mientras volteaba a ver lo que había ocurrido y arregló su ropa, volvió a voltear a verme sonriendo y dándose cuenta de lo poco que me conocía, ahora me hizo preguntas personales… «¿de dónde eres?» la interacción que ocurre al conectar con base en nuestro físico y encanto… es algo que ya no es posible cuando la reputación nos antecede. Por alguna razón comencé a soltarle la verdad… sosteniendo una esperanza en mano, la esperanza de que me ame… creo… o es obvio, que estoy enamorado. A manera de juego con mi acento le dije que soy Francés pero con mucha influencia de Italia y crecí lejos de ahí, mezclando palabras en español con francés, italiano y más. Estaba a punto de decirle… o ya diciéndole… que no conocí a mis Padres… cuando desperté.
This morning i dreamt i met a girl in a bus and she didn't know who i am but we connected immediately… she allowed to be guided & grabbed, and since she was enjoying so much my physical authority, i grabbed her and carried her without asking and i put her on top of me… [a pretty usual attitude when you hang out with me, and the girls i like always found fascinating that i am like this]… her blouse & sweater lifted a little but she was not upset that even her abdomen was revealed, in fact she became turned on and blushed while she turned her head to see what had happened and she fixed her clothes, she turned her head back to me smiling and realizing how little she knew me, now she made personal questions… «where are you from?» the interactions that occurs by connecting based on our physic & charm… is something no longer possible when reputation precedes us. For some reason i started to deliver truth… holding a hope in hand, the hope that she loves me… i believe… or it's obvious, that i am in love. In a playful way with my accent i told her i'm French but with great influence from Italy and grew up far away from there, mixing words in spanish with french, italian & more. I was about to tell her… or already telling her… that i didn't know my Parents… when i woke up.

Pero desperté pensando en mis angelitas, y con una erección tremenda como siempre, sintiendo tus manos sobre mí y todo tu cuerpo. Yo no sé cómo le haces… pero cuando te exploras pensando intensamente en mí, te siento, haces brincar mis músculos, mis rodillas preguntan por tí, mis caderas piden que responda a tu toque sensual con sexo y devoción telepática… las plantas de mis pies dicen con risitas que les pertenezco, seguido mueves mi cuerpo para recordarme que te dí permiso de usar mi cuerpo como si fuera tu muñeco personal e íntimo… y entonces te dedico la noche… igual que te dedico la mañana, el mediodía, la tarde y el crepúsculo y toda mi vida. Media hora se convierte en todo el día…
But i woke up thinking of my angelitas, and with a tremendous erection as always, feeling your hands on me and all your body. I don't know how you do it… but when you explore yourself thinking intensely of me, i feel you, you make my muscles jump, my knees inquire about you, my hips ask i respond to your sensual touch with sex & telepathic devotion… the plants of my feet say with giggles that i belong to them, you often move my body to remind me i gave you permission to use my body as if it was your personal & intimate doll… and then i dedicate the night for you… same as i dedicate the morning, noon, the afternoon & twilight & all my life. Half an hour turns into all day long…

{¿Quién es esa niña con la que soñaste?} tus murmullos preguntan amorosamente… pues no lo sé pero seguro que si me ama eres tú… y entonces ella es para tí y para mí. Pues yo nunca oculto que te amo y jamás te he sido infiel.
{Who is that girl you dreamt of?} your whispers ask lovingly… well i don't know but surely if she loves me she is you… then she's for you & for me. Since i never hide i love you and i've never been unfaithful.

Una tras otra y en toda ocasión Diosita me ha demostrado que la chicas que se enamoran de mí te están buscando a tí también.
Time after time and in all occasions Goddess has shown that the girls who fall in love with me are also looking for you.

Tal vez no era un autobús sino un tren, considerando que tuvimos esa interacción íntima… sí… las imágenes tienen más sentido ahora. Cuando la tomé para treparla sobre mí ya estábamos en mi camarote… o quizás en el suyo.
Maybe it was not a bus but a train, considering we had that intimate interaction… yes… the images make more sense now. When i grabbed her to put her on top of me we were in my cabin… or perhaps hers.

Siempre que toco este tema de la antifama y también en muchas ocasiones sin hablar del tema, me pongo en tus zapatos, vislumbro el panorama desde la perspectiva del corazón de mis angelitas. Desde el principio yo sabía que la fama es una especie de prisión, por eso cuando estuve en grupos de teatro e incluso cuando estudié actuación en escuela particular siempre dije a mis Padres adoptivos, a la familia y a quien sea: que yo no quería ser famoso. Es evidente que muchos artistas lo saben y por eso usan pseudónimos o nombres de pluma y hasta maquillaje y disfraces arriba del escenario para poder ser una persona real, no abajo, sino fuera del escenario.
Every time i touch this topic of antifame and also in many occasions without talking about the topic, i put myself in your shoes, envisioning the picture from the perspective of the heart of my angelitas. Since the start i knew fame is some type of prison, that's why when i was in theatre groups and even when i studied acting in a private school i always told my adoptive Parents, and the family and anyone: that i didn't want to be famous. It's evident many artists know and that's why they use pseudonyms or nom de plume and even make up and disguises on the stage so you can be a real person, not below, but outside the stage.

Otr@s nunca dejan de usar disfraces… y multiples caras con intenciones de todo tipo, uno siempre debe tener cuidado con l@s trampos@s, maños@s y maléfic@s, y aunque esos no salen tan solo del mundo de los escenarios, el caso suele ser que quienes ya consiguieron un puesto muy firme en los escenarios es porque su habilidad es tremenda; actores, cantantes y otros que dan la cara, sí, pero todos los que no dan la cara al público también y hasta suelen ser más peligrosos… o en casos raros si se han mantenido fieles a la justicia, son todo lo contrario a peligros@s, son héroes… y pueden ser tu salvación cualquier día de la semana, o tan solo una bocanada de aire fresco, pues no es obligatorio usar caras todo el tiempo ni estamos aquí a tu servicio para hacerte reír o entretenerte.
Others never stop wearing disguises… and multiple faces with all types of intentions, one must always be weary of the cheaters, connivers, and malicious, and even when those don't come only from the world of stages, the case usually is that whomever already obtained a solid place on stages is because their skill is tremendous; actors, singers and others who show their face, yes, but all those who don't show their face to the public too and they're usually even more dangerous… or in rare cases if they've remained faithful to justice, they're all the opposite to dangerous, they're heroes… and they can be your salvation any day of the week, or just a mouthful of fresh air, since it's not obligatory to use faces all the time and we're not here in your service to make you laugh or entertain you.

Cuando amas a alguien le haces reír a cualquier costo posible, muchas veces hasta imposible, lo imposible se vuelve posible pero eso nunca significa que fue fácil, así que debería ser apreciado. Cuando alguien te ama, tampoco espera que todo tu tiempo esté dedicado a su servicio. ¿Devoción? sí. Siempre.
When you love someone you make them laugh at any possible cost, many times even impossible, the impossible turns possible but that never means it was easy, so it should be appreciated. When someone loves you, she doesn't expect either for all your time to be dedicated to her service. Devotion? yes. Always.

Por diseño de la secta y más azares del fado, bendiciones del destino y protección de Diosita. Yo crecí rodeado de gente de todo tipo. Pero la gente con intenciones invasivas fueron quienes más apretaron su proximidad a mis órbitas y sus cuchillos a mi garganta, a mi voz y a toda mi existencia pues todo lo que hace Dios es la voz de Dios. Lamentablemente, la gente que es así no son buenos para lidiar con la frustración de que sus planes no resulten y sus intenciones [malas o supuestamente buenas] no encuentren resolución a su favor, no respetan a Dios, sólo buscan el beneficio fácil, el qué pueden obtener de mí sin dar nada a cambio, ni siquiera respeto y aunque a veces creen que me respetan en realidad no lo hacen porque el respeto es muchas cosas, incluido retribuir materialmente cuando obtuviste beneficios materiales. La gente que desarrolló el arca de la alianza cuando encontraron la forma de sacar información de mis ángeles [incluido yo pues también soy un ángel] se han beneficiado por muchos siglos y lo peor fue la manera en que lo hicieron, robando bebés, traumatizando familias y a la sociedad entera. Esa gente es lo peor que jamás le ha ocurrido a la humanidad, pero… quien se conforma con no ser una de esas personas tampoco es necesariamente una buena persona.
By design of the sect and more randomness of fate, blessings of destiny & protection of Goddess. I grew surrounded by all types of people. But the people with invasive intentions were those whom clenched their proximity to my orbits the most and their knives to my throat, to my voice and all my existence since all that God does is the voice of God. Regrettably, the people who is like that are not good at dealing with frustration of their plans not panning out and their intentions [bad or supposedly good] not finding resolution in their favour, they don't respect God, they only seek easy benefits, what they can obtain from me without giving anything in return, not even respect and even when sometimes they believe they respect me they really don't because respect is many things, including to retribute materially when you obtained material benefits. The people who developed the ark of the covenant when they found the way to extract information from my angels [including me since i am an angel too] have benefited themselves for many centuries and the worst part was the way they did it, stealing babies, traumatizing families and the entire society. Those people are the worse that ever happened to humanity, but… whomever is satisfied with not being one of those people is not necessarily a good person either.

Uno siempre debe preguntarse, ¿soy una persona grata? una de las bondades de que Dios fuera un ser oculto es que cualquier persona podría resultar ser Dios. Entonces eso tiene el efecto psicológico de motivar a que todos sean tratados con respeto.
One must always ask oneself, am i a grateful person? one of the benignities of God being a hidden being is that any person could turn out to be God. Then that has the psychological effect of motivating everyone to be treated with respect.

Cuando alguien te ofrece un beneficio, ya sea que lo tomes o no lo tomes, ¿eres una persona agradecida? si te ofrecen amor que no deseas… ¿te aprovechas y usas a la persona y la tiras cuando ya no te sirve?… o ¿respondes con bondad? ¿te expresas con respeto? ¿le dedicas un poco de aprecio?… el abuso vs la bondad es la diferencia entre la guerra y la paz.
When someone offers a benefit, may you take it or leave it, are you a thankful person? if they offer love that you don't desire… do you take advantage and use the person and throw her when she no longer serves you?… or, do you respond benignly? do you express yourself with respect? do you dedicate a little appreciation?… abuse vs benignity is the difference between war & peace.

Saber dónde está la máxima autoridad no te exenta de tratar a todos los demás con bondad, por muchas razones que puedo dar, por ejemplo que cualquier persona podría ser uno de mis hijos o alguien que me importa, cualquier vagabundo allá afuera podría ser yo mismo disfrazado viajando en el tiempo, así que sean buenos con todos, pero simplemente deberías hacerlo por el bien de tu alma y por amor a la vida.
Knowing where is the maximum authority doesn't exempt you from treating everyone else benignly, for many reasons i can give, for example that any person could be one of my sons or someone i care about, any vagabond out there could be myself in disguise traveling in time, so be good with everyone, but you should simply do it for the sake of your soul and for love of life.

La paz es más fácil de lo que creemos, pero eso no significa que no requiera algo de esfuerzo, al menos unos minutos de cabeza o pensamiento para conseguir unas palabras que regalar de vuelta si lo único que nos regalaron con la ofrenda fueron palabras. Las palabras sólo tienen el costo material de ser pensadas lo suficiente y después ser pronunciadas, pero también existen en el mundo material, algunas calorías usaste durante ese tiempo, pocas o muchas energías, poco o mucho tiempo… bien invertido o malgastado dependerá del sentido que uno encuentre a la vida, lo cual depende de la madurez o sabiduría de cada quien, cada quien es responsable de sí mismo, pero cuando eres Dios la gente no suelta tan fácil. Frecuentemente la gente se me acerca esperando obtener algo de mí; desde que era pibito, y a medida que crecí y más gente se enteró de quién soy por indicación de la secta, pues la cantidad de gente con expectativas predeterminadas también incrementó. Hoy en día soy muy hábil para lidiar con todo tipo de expectativas y niveles de respeto, a todos los pongo en su lugar.
Peace is easier than what we believe, but that doesn't mean is doesn't require some effort, at least some minutes of thought in order to obtain few words to give back if the only thing that was given to us with the offer was words. Words only have the material cost of being thought of sufficiently and later pronounced, but they also exist in the material world, some calories were used during that time, scant or lots of energy, little or lots of time… well invested or wasted would depend on the sense we find to life, which depends on maturity or the wisdom of each person, each person is responsible of themselves, but when you are God people don't let go so easily. Frequently people approach me expecting to obtain something from me; since i was a toddler, and as i was growing and more people found out who i am by pointers of the sect, then the amount of people with predetermined expectations also increased. Nowadays i am very skillful at dealing with all types of expectations and levels of respect, i put everyone in their place.

Muy seguido también se me acercan mujeres que quieren mi amor personal o íntimo, no siempre lo hacen de la mejor manera, pero cuando son: ¿respetuosas, audaces y valientes? ¡les admiro! por su respeto, audacia y valentía. En tres ocasiones fui conquistado por mujeres que tomaron iniciativa pero cuando no hay química o chispas, entonces me veo en la necesidad de honrar todo el valor que me ofrecieron y enviarlas en un camino bonito a encontrar un destino feliz, por el momento tal vez solas pero algún día con alguien más que contribuya a su felicidad.
Quite often i'm also approached by women who want my personal or intimate love, not always doing it the best way, but when they are: respectful, audacious & brave? i admire them! for their respect, audacity & bravery. In three occasions i was conquered by women who took initiative but when there's no chemistry or sparks, then i see myself in need of honouring all the valor they offered me and send them on a pretty path to find a happy destiny, at the moment maybe alone but some day with someone else who contributes to their happiness.

Hacer eso requiere más que respeto un nivel bondadoso de aprecio, pues la felicidad similar a la belleza es un asunto mayormente perceptual, ellas nunca obtuvieron palabras feas de mí, obtuvieron la verdad, por ejemplo: eres bonita, nadie es feo, toda la gente buena es bonita para Dios, y para muchas personas eres muy hermosa, y para varias personas eres espectacular, así que seguro encontrarás alguien que te adore, alguien con quien conectes fuertemente.
Doing that requires more than respect a bountiful level of appreciation, since happiness similar to beauty is a majorly perceptual matter, they never obtained ugly words from me, they obtained truth, for example: you are pretty, nobody is ugly, all good people are pretty for God, and for many people you are gorgeous, and for several people you are spectacular, so i'm sure you will find someone who adores you, someone with whom you connect strongly.

Algunas personas te permiten el beneficio de una réplica; Y eso, más que civilizado, es el valor del aprecio que hace a una sociedad bondadosa.
Some people allow you the benefit of a reply; And that, more than civilized, is the value of appreciation that makes a bountiful society.

Hay personas que no necesitan una réplica porque su orgullo es grande pero tampoco sueltan su bondad, y eso es enormemente admirable, pero esas personas no necesitan mi admiración y tampoco la desprecian, simplemente agradecen a la vida y continúan siendo maravillosas personas grandiosas.
There's people who don't need a reply because their pride is great but they also won't drop their benignity, and that is enormously admirable, but those people don't need my admiration and neither will despise it, they simply thank life and continue being marvellous great people.

Por otro lado, hay personas tóxicas que cuando chocan con cualquier frustración expulsan toda su frustración a manera de ataques personales, como un automóvil que choca en las películas y derrama su gasolina sobre todos y les prende fuego. Llegó de la nada, nadie le invitó y le prendió fuego con malicioso propósito intencional pues en la vida real es muy rara ocasión que un automóvil explote al chocar. Y están las otras personas que nunca tuvieron el valor de expresar su deseo claramente y de igual forma silenciosa envenenan la imagen de la persona que supuestamente querían y andan por ahí diciendo que soy gay, y si yo fuera gay dirían que soy straight. El chiste para esas personas es torcer la verdad para justificar su sentimiento de rechazo. No entienden nada de respeto y de paz. Creen que el amor propio significa destruir a todos los demás.
On the other side, there's toxic people whom when they crash any frustration they expel all their frustration in the form of personal attacks, like an automobile that crashes in movies and spills their gasoline on everyone and sets them on fire. They arrived from nowhere, nobody invited them and they started the fire with malicious intentional purpose since in real life is a very rare occasion for cars to explode by crashing.  And there's the other type of people who never had the courage to express their desire clearly and in the same silent way they poison the image of the person whom they supposedly wanted and they go around saying i'm gay, and if i was gay they would say i'm straight. The ludicrous point for those people is to twist the truth to justify their feeling of rejection. They don't understand anything about respect & peace. They believe self-love means destroying everyone else.

A final de cuentas, la gente que no se expresa es cobarde y los que se expresan muy valientes al exponerse a ser juzgados por todo aquel que tenga acceso a sus palabras, pero las palabras no te definen para toda la eternidad, el pensamiento es mutable segundo a segundo y todo lo expresado es simplemente una conversación que le da forma a los valores que flotan en el aire y moldean el comportamiento de uno o dos o muchas personas. A final de cuentas lo más importante son las acciones, la virtud.
At the end of the day, people who don't express themselves are coward and those who express are very brave by exposing themselves to be judged by all of those who have access to their words, but words don't define you for all eternity, thought is mutable second after second and all expressed things are simply a conversation that shapes the values that float in the air and shape the behaviour of one or two or many people. At the end of the day the most important thing are actions, virtue.

El anonimato no es un valor superior ni inferior, es una manera de conducir las acciones, es una estrategia específica que tiene sus reglas de interacción con la realidad. Toda persona puede vivir manteniendo cierto grado de anonimato y cierto grado de exposición pública, las partes de tu vida que decidas poner en una u otra dimensión es mayormente tu decisión en una sociedad respetuosa. Y también, a veces debemos lidiar con intrusos que buscan exponer cosas que nunca deberían de ser dominio público porque lo que esa gente busca es contar un cuento sucio usando de maneras malas tus propias cosas, buenas o no tan buenas. En fin, ese tema de la maldad de los invasores es un tema muy extenso pero este capitulo es más bien sentimental y hablar de algo que se dijo en público no es invadir a nadie. Es criticar una actitud generalizada en el publico.
Anonymity is not a superior or inferior value, it's a way of conducting actions, it's a specific strategy that has its rules of interaction with reality. All people can live maintaining certain level of anonymity and certain level of public exposure, the parts of your life that you decide to put in one or another dimension is majorly your decision in a respectful society. And also, sometimes we must deal with intruders who seek to expose things that should never be of public dominion because what those people seek is to tell a dirty tale using in bad ways your own things, good or not so good. Anyways, that topic of the malignity of invaders is a very extensive topic but this chapter is more like sentimental and speaking of something that was said publicly is not invading anyone. It is criticizing an attitude generalized on the public.

Entonces criticar en público las palabras o acciones de alguien, sin decir su nombre, ayuda a moldear esas ideas, ayuda a hablar de un tema que hemos visto en tantos lados sin atacar a esa persona en específico pues esa persona, que normalmente ofrece pura bondad, puede haber tenido un momento de debilidad y no queremos herirle ni mucho menos que se comprometa a defender lo que dijo, lo cual podría provocar que se aferre a insistir que tenía razón o cuando es obvio que no tenía razón pues le haremos sentir expuesta y vulnerable o hasta humillada públicamente y eso no consigue nada bueno. Peor aún si esa persona valora sentimentalmente demasiado nuestra opinión. Yo jamás quisiera destruir el corazón de alguien, mucho menos de las personas que amo. Pero también hay que aceptar que algunas personas pueden identificar las palabras dichas públicamente o en privado y eso es inevitable, todos debemos ser responsables de lo que decimos y podemos mejorar en silencio o podemos ofrecer disculpas en público o podemos reaccionar de cualquier manera que nosotros elijamos, también debemos respetar que todos pueden cometer errores y el mundo no se acaba por cualquier cosa pequeña o mediana. Además, lo que viene a continuación no es cosa de una sola persona.
Then criticizing the words or actions of someone in public, without saying their name, helps to shape those ideas, it helps to speak of a topic we have seen in so many places without attacking that specific person since that person, whom normally offers pure benignity, could have had a moment of weakness and we don't want to hurt her and much less for her to be committed to defend what she said, which could provoke for her to cling to insist she was right or when it's obvious she was not right then we will make her feel exposed or vulnerable or even publicly humiliated and that doesn't achieve anything good. Even worse if that person values our opinion way too much sentimentally. I would never want to destroy the heart of someone, much less of the people i love. But one must also accept some people may identify the words said publicly or in private and that is inevitable, we must all be responsible of what we say and we can become better in silence or we can offer apologies in public or we can react in any way we choose, we must also respect everyone can make mistakes and the world won't end by any little or medium thing. Besides, what comes next is not a thing of only one person.

Es profundo lamentable que las personas se estén volviendo tan insensibles del dolor y problemas ajenos y fomenten la antipatía y la crueldad generalizada pero al mismo tiempo esperen encontrar una persona perfecta y super sensible de amor generoso en un mundo tan superficial donde además contribuyen a esa superficialidad pues no se ha vuelto superficial por mero accidente. Es un sueño de cuento de hadas, desear un campeón del amor pero… ¿tú eres un campeón o campeona del amor? Y si tienes la ENORME fortuna de que ese campeón se presente en tu vida, por cualquier canal de comunicación… ¿eres capaz de identificarle? Como dije antes, si quieres un milagro, conviértete en el milagro.
It is profoundly regrettable that people are becoming more insensitive to the pain & problems of others and encourage general antipathy & cruelty but at the same time they expect to find a perfect & super sensitive person of generous love in a world so superficial where they also contribute to that shallowness for it has not become superficial by mere accident. It is a fairytale dream, wishing for a champion of love but… are you a champion of love? And if you have the ENORMOUS fortune of that champion showing up in your life, by any channel of communication… are you capable of identifying them? Like i said before, if you want a miracle, become the miracle.

¿Por qué digo esto? por muchas razones, muchos que leen este texto ya están agitando la cabeza de arriba a abajo diciendo: sí es verdad. Pero para ponerlo en términos más literales: encuentro desalentador que las mismas personas que cantan o usan esta hermosa canción para sus videos de redes sociales:
Why do i say this? for many reasons, many of those who read this text already are shaking their heads up & down saying: yes it's true. But to put it in more literal terms: i find discouraging that the same people who sing or use this beautiful song for their social media videos:
≈ Will you still love me when i'm no longer young and beautiful? ≈
≈ˆ ¿Aún me amarás cuando ya no sea joven y bella? ˆ≈
Son las personas que dicen “ay no qué asco está muy vieja o viejo” o “mira esa vieja con ese chamaquito” o “qué risa se está quedando pelón”.
Are the same people who say “oh no gross she's too old” or “look at that old cougar with that little boy” or “so laughable he's going bald”.

Opiniones desalmadas proferidas como si nada son sorprendentes y dignas de pena ajena e inclusive más cuando vienen de californianas o quien sea que pretende estar en comunión con la cultura moderna pues desde las últimas décadas California tiene la mayor influencia cultural sin precedente en el mundo entero pero parece que ya se olvidaron de Sir Charles Chaplin, quien fue el fundador de su más grande motor: Hollywood, un hombre que después de tres cortos matrimonios fallidos por falta de corazón… finalmente encontró a Oona O'Neill, más de 3 décadas más joven que él, a quien le prometió amor eterno y hasta le compuso cuando mínimo una canción, pero seguramente fueron más, pues el rumor popular que me llegó de Lupimá [y a ella le llegó de alguien más] es que la canción fue ˆEternamenteˆ: melodía que fue tema principal de ™Candilejas™, rumor tan popular que incluso las inteligencias artificiales de los buscadores de internet dijeron que no fue ‘Tú eres la canción’ incluso cuando respeté el nombre de la canción en inglés, lo más seguro es que por el trabajo de tu publicista que es pintarte con tus mejores colores y ellos toman toda oportunidad que pueden quizá presurosos y entonces hay muchas cosas fuera de tu control cuando eres un artista famoso pero la campaña respetó sus dignidades y su amor, a tal grado que famosos cantantes de habla hispana eligieron ˆEternamenteˆ para agregar sus propias letras inspirados por la relación de Charles y Oona. Otra historia dice [y puedes encontrar esta en el sitio oficial de Charles Chaplin] que la canción fue ˆTú eres la canciónˆ y tal cual prometió: su matrimonio duró décadas hasta que él murió y ella nunca se casó otra vez… sí, amor eterno. Oona le dió 8 críos.
Heartless opinions uttered casually are surprising and cringeworthy and even more so when they come from californians or anyone who pretends to be in communion with modern culture given that for the last decades California has the most unprecedented cultural influence in the whole world but it seems they have forgotten about Sir Charles Chaplin, whom was the founder of their greatest motor: Hollywood, a man whom after three short marriages that failed by lack of heart… finally found Oona O'Neill, more than 3 decades younger than him, for whom he promised eternal love and even composed one song at minimum, but surely must have been more, since the popular rumour that arrived to me from Lupimom [which arrived to her from someone else] is that the song was ‘Eternally’; a melody which was the main theme for the movie ‘Limelight’, such a popular rumour that even search engines' artificial intelligence told me it was not ‘You are the song’ but ‘Eternally’ when i asked in spanish, even when i respected the name of the song in english, most likely because the job of your publicist is to paint you with your best colours so they take every opportunity they can perhaps in a rush and then there's many things out of your control when you are a famous artist but the campaign respected their dignity and their love, to such extent that famous spanish speaking singers chose ˆEternally’ to add their own lyrics inspired by the relationship of Charles & Oona. Another story says [and you can find this one in Charles Chaplin oficial website] the song was ‘You are the song’ and just as promised: his marriage lasted decades until he died and she never married again… yes, eternal love. Oona gave him 8 children.

Esta es una foto de una de las fiestas de mi sobrino y guiño para el Sr Chaplin como homenaje.
Ciertamente no son pistas señalando a Charlotte, ella no arrojó la ofensiva frase desamorosa.
This is a picture from one of my nephew's parties and a wink for Mr Chaplin as a homage.
Certainly not hints pointing at Charlotte, she didn't throw the offensive unloving phrase.

Un campeón o campeona del amor se involucraría en tu vida para asegurar que estés saludable, alguien que ejercita el respeto no se burla, alguien que ejercita el aprecio te da buenos consejos, alguien que te ama insiste en buscar soluciones y procura que no ignores sus consejos, alguien que te adora se mete a la bañera contigo a cepillar tu cuerpo, o te arroja en la cama o en el sillón o en la silla para cortarte las uñas o depilarte la espalda o cocina algo saludable o hace un licuado de hierbas para que te deshagas de la grasa invadida por parasitos, o para que no te huela mal el aliento. Te ayudaría en medida congruente al grado de amor que creen que merecen, en lugar de desecharte como cosa de supermercado con un defectito. Exactamente como buscan tontos detalles para decir que estás equivocado, que Charles Chaplin no fue el fundador de Hollywood, pero si investigas y usas la cabeza entenderás que el fundador no es el que cava el agujero sino el que construye los cimientos y lleva la edificación al éxito, Sir Charles Chaplin fue el co-fundador de ˆLa Corporación de Artistas Unidosˆ en 1919 pues fue por él que un conglomerado enorme judío de múltiples países decidieron invertir tanto dinero y tanto corazón en California.
A champion of love would get involved in your life to make sure you are healthy, someone who exercises respect doesn't mock, someone who exercises appreciation gives good advice, someone who loves you insists in searching for solutions and procures you won't ignore their advice, someone who adores you gets in the shower with you to brush your body, or throws you on bed or on the couch or the chair to clip your nails or wax your back or cooks something healthy or makes a smoothy of herbs for you to get rid of the fat invaded by parasites, or for your breath to not smell bad. She would help you in congruent measure to the grade of love they believe they deserve, instead of dismissing you as a supermarket thing with a tiny flaw. Exactly like they search for dumb details to say you are wrong, that Charles Chaplin was not the founder of Hollywood, but if you research and use the head you'll understand the founder is not the one who digs the hole but the one who builds the foundation and takes the edification to success, Sir Charles Chaplin was the co-founder of ‘United Artists Corporation’ in 1919 since it was for him that an enormous jewish conglomerate from multiple countries decided to invest so much money and so much heart in California.

Amor y desamor son identificables en California, Europa, Zhōngguó y donde sea. Simple y sencillamente, justamente… alguien que te ama, haría lo posible y lo imposible para que vivas saludable para siempre. 
Love & unlove are identifiable at California, at Europe, Zhōngguó & anywhere. Plain & simple, justly so… someone who loves you, will do whatever possible & impossible for you to live healthy forever.

Hoy en día veo demasiada gente que se vanagloria cuando alguien les ofrece atención, es una enfermedad de todos los tiempos pero hoy en día enaltecida como una falsa virtud por las redes sociales, y explotada a más no poder como nunca antes se había hecho, es muy tangible y todo un negocio enfocado a lucrar y lucrar y obtener todo beneficio posible de la atención de los demás, y en una sociedad tan hambrienta de soluciones esto es tremendo lucrativo, especialmente porque los arquitectos de las naciones modernas lo hacen a propósito, no es accidental, es un diseño que viene del descubrimiento de lo que ocurre cuando destruyes familias desde sus cimientos al robar bebés y revolverlos por todo el mundo, no son inventos de un loco, es noticia mundial, ya despiértense todos a la verga, maldita sea. Disculpen la expresión vulgar, pero he notado que en ocasiones debes golpear todos los chacras que permite el lenguaje y si alguien lee esto en público y no usan una que otra expresión determinante desafiante no lograrán conectar con el sentimiento de indignación que este tema amerita.
Nowadays i see too much people vaingloriously boasting when someone offers attention, it's a sickness of all times but nowadays exalted as a fake virtue by social media, and exploited to neverending levels as never done before, it's very tangible and a whole business focused on profiting and profiting and obtaining all possible benefit from the attention of others, and in a society that is so hungry of solutions this is tremendously lucrative, especially because the architects of modern nations do it on purpose, it's not accidental, it's a design that comes from the discovery of what happens when you destroy families from their foundations by stealing babies and mixing them up all around the world, it's not a made up tale from a crazy person, it's global news, wake the fuck up everyone, damn it. Excuse the vulgar expression, but i have noticed that in many occasions you must hit all chacras allowed by language and if someone reads this in public and they don't use one or two expressions that are determinant and defiant they won't succeed at connecting with the feeling of indignity that this topic deserves.

Tú podrías ser un bebé robado, o tus papás, o alguien que te importa y ni sabes y ellos tampoco saben y todos andamos por ahí buscando respuestas y otorgando autoridad ilegal a quienes fueron los malditos culpables de todo, las sectas. Mientras que sientes un rencor inexplicable hacia tus padres falsos que todo el tiempo estás intentando ignorar pues te educaron con amor pero en el fondo tu alma sabe que no son tus padres y ellos saben que no eres su hijo y siempre también tuvieron un rencor inexplicable hacia tí aunque sus buenos valores sacaran lo mejor de ellos. Esa es la razón principal que causa el efecto espiritual de las familias disfuncionales cuando menos, pero en el peor de los casos es lo que causa las mafias. Debemos agradecer profundamente a quienes nos cuidaron y los padres debemos agradecer a nuestros hijos que nos otorgaron la dicha de la paternidad, entonces todo rencor debe ser dirigido a los verdaderos culpables, para boicotear todas sus organizaciones y destruir todos sus negocios, ni siquiera necesitas destruir cosas físicas para destruir sus negocios, sólo cuando es completamente necesario.
You could be a stolen baby, or your parents, or someone you care about and you don't even know and they don't know either and we are all going around searching for answers and granting ilegal authority to those whom were the damn culprits of everything, the sects. While you feel an inexplicable grudge towards your fake parents which you've been trying to ignore all the time since they educated you with love but deep inside your soul knows they are not your parents and they know you are not their kid and they always kept an inexplicable grudge against you too even if their good values brought the best of them. That is the main reason that causes the spiritual effect of dysfunctional families at the least but in worst cases is what causes mafias. We must thank profoundly those who took care of us and as parents we must thank our kids whom brought us the joy of paternity, then all grudges must be directed towards the true culprits, to boicot all their organizations and destroy all their businesses, you don't even need to destroy physical things to destroy their businesses, only when it is completely necessary.

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El otro día alguien me defendía en sus propias palabras así que tuve que intervenir y confirmé:
–ˆAsí es… yo no doy discursos porque yo no necesito la aprobación de la gente, yo doy lecciones.
Por mucho que respeto al Sr Charles Chaplin, no somos iguales, él dijo correctamente que ser un emperador no es su negocio… es el mío.ˆ–
The other day someone was defending me in their own words so i had to intervene and confirmed:
–That's right… i don't give speeches because i don't need the approval of the people, i give lectures.
As much as i respect Mr Charles Chaplin, we are not equal, he said correctly that being an emperor is not his business… it is mine.–

Hablando de eso, y quedándome en tema de cosas que dije a la misma audiencia: a veces he dicho que no será fácil amarme y otras veces he dicho que será tan fácil. La diferencia es crucial, la primera frase sigue retrasando al corazón por un futuro que nunca llega y la otra ya está enamorada, pues al momento que las defensas de tu corazón se rompen o descartan o se arrojan fuera o se sueltan, la realidad es transformada. ¿Alguna vez has amado a un dictador? La palabra ‘dictador’ seguro tiene mala reputación porque no eran Dios pero pretendían remplazar a Dios mientras que actuaban como enemigos de la gente pero diciendo que estaban a favor del país, pero no lo estaban, estaban a favor de la nación lo cual no es sinónimo de país; un país es la tierra y la tierra tiene gente, una nación es una estructura de lealtades para sostener un cierto orden de poder.
Speaking of which, and staying on topic of things i said to the same audience: sometimes i've said it won't be easy to love me and other times i've said it is so easy. The difference is crucial, the first phrase keeps delaying the heart for a future that never arrives and the other one already is in love, because the moment your heart defences break or get dismissed or thrown away or dropped down, reality is transformed. Have you ever loved a dictator? The word ‘dictator’ sure has a bad reputation because they were not God but they pretended to replace God while acting like enemies of the people but saying they were in favour of the country, but they were not, they were in favour of the nation which is definitely not synonym to country; a country is the land and the land has people, a nation is a structure of loyalties to sustain a certain order of power.

Así, queridos estudiantes, repasemos: ¿país y nación? tienen diferentes estados: estado de país y estamento nacional, ¡sepan la diferencia! Los buenos gobiernos deben siempre encontrar la manera de que esas dos cosas tengan armonía, por ejercicio del balance y desbalance para moverse adelante, justo como caminar. Yo he demostrado consistentemente que estoy aquí para salvar a la humanidad incluso si ese no es mi trabajo y solo enemigos de la justicia son los que están desapareciendo por el apocalipsis.
So, dear students, let's recap: country & nation? they have different states: country estate & nation state, know the difference! Good governments must always find a way for those two things to have harmony, by the exercise of balance and imbalance to move forward, just like walking. I have shown consistently i'm here to save humanity even if that's not my job and only the enemies of justice are the ones fading away by apocalypse.

Quien sea que puede ver eso será más feliz. Y quien sea que no puede será miserable y yo no puedo ser feliz con tal gente viviendo en mi propia casa, así que las mujeres quienes querían o aún quieren amarme deben inspeccionar sus corazones y quedarse lejos de mi si en lugar de amarme estarás mal resentida por cualquier razón, y recuerden que los resentimientos son sensibilidades que necesitan gentil sanación, pero los malos resentimientos es cuando no hay interés de sanar pero quieres imposible compensación o revancha, esos resentimientos se vuelven rencores porque tú lo decidiste. Y yo puedo hace lo que sea que yo quiera ¿y lo que sea de mi pasado que no pedí? puedo lidiarlo, pues siempre he sido una persona recurdante en muchos sentidos: sobreviviente, solventor de problemas y más. Pero no quiero lidiar para siempre con quien no me ama suficiente para guardarse resentimientos a sí misma hasta que puedan entregármelos a mí en privado y así podamos resolverlos gentilmente come se debe, pero en lugar de eso educarán a mis críos a odiarme y los pondrán en peligro al hacerlo, absoluto mortal peligro si ya crecieron, debo advertir… o si ella está esperando una chanza y cualesquier oportunidades de atacarme.
Anyone who can see that will be happier. And anyone who cannot will be miserable and i cannot be happy with such people living in my own house, so the women who wanted or still want to love me must inspect their hearts and stay away from me if instead of loving me you will be badly resented for whatever reason, and remember resentments are feelings that need gentle healing, but a bad resentment is when you have no interest in healing but want impossible compensations or revanche, those resentments become grudges because you decided to do it. And i can do anything i want, and anything in my past i didn't ask for? i can deal with it, because i've always been a resourceful person in many ways: a survivor, a problem solver & more. But i don't want to deal forever with someone who doesn't love me enough to keep resentments to themselves until they can deliver them to me in private so we can solve them gently as it must be done, but instead will educate my children to hate me and put them in danger by doing so, absolute mortal danger if they are grown, i must warn… or if she's waiting for any chance & all opportunities to attack me.

¿Acaso nunca has visto esas caras torcidas? Llenas de desprecio y pesar del mero pensar que un hombre encuentre felicidad, incluso peores muecas cuando forzadas a ver la verdad simple por que la verdad es la verdad; Dios es un hombre, pero nunca… JAMÁS en mi vida… saboteé o lamenté ver mujeres ganando; mientras de hecho seguí hablando enaltecido de feministas lograntes. Incluso fui tan lejos a considerar la posibilidad de que había una sola mujer quien era la única Diosa y no solo entretuve la idea, me enloquecí buscándola. Aunque eventualmente la vida mostró que, lo más seguro, ese no es el caso; mi propio fado [por historia pasada congruente y no por partes incongruentes] mostró que Diosa es mi propio invento, pero no falso, pues ella vive en todas las mujeres justo como Dios vive en todos los hombres; sin embargo MI Diosa son todas las mujeres compatibles quienes en verdad me aman profundo.
Have you never seen those twisted faces? Full of contempt & dread by the mere thought of a man finding happiness, even worse sneers when they are forced to see the truth simply by being the truth; God is a man, but i never… EVER in my life… sabotaged or regretted to see women winning; while in fact kept speaking highly of feminist achievers. Even went as far as seriously considering the possibility that there was a single woman who was the one Goddess and i didn't only entertain the idea, i went insane searching for her. Yet eventually life showed me that, most likely, that is not the case; my own fate [by congruent past history and not the incongruent bits] showed me that Goddess is my own invention, but not fake, because she lives in all the women just like God lives in all men; however MY Goddess are all the compatible women who truly love me deeply.

Y si jamás veo que estoy mal y resulta que existe y una angelita de quienes se hicieron Reinas se vuelve demente un día porque después vimos certeza que es la única Diosa, no tengo duda que amará a todas las Reinas pero si se desquicia ¿un rato? cerraré la puerta y aseguraré que todas mis angelitas tengan atención en ambiente seguro donde Daddy Dios está presente; estas son las angelitas que tú me enviaste a buscar, ¿recuerdas? ¡ellas son mías y tuyas! No se preocupen, Daddy Dios tiene a Mami Diosa bajo control, ella se aseguró de crearme con la capacidad de tenerla en mi control, tú me hiciste así, tú quieres esto j o d e r. Y luego lo más seguro es que ella dirá que todas esas ansiedades eran ridículas pues ella siempre supo que quería esto y ella adora a las angelitas hasta interminable alcance eterno. ¡Claro! Daddy siempre tiene que ser el culpable de quien sea que sobreactúe… jijiji es broma chiqi, no me mates.
And if i ever find out i'm wrong and she turns out to exist and one of angelitas who become Queens goes insane one day because later we found certainty that she's the one Goddess, i have no doubt she will love all Queens but if she goes madly insane for a little while? i'll shut the door and make sure all my angelitas get attention in a safe environment where Papi God is present; these are the angelitas you sent me to search for, remember? they are mine and yours! Don't worry, Papi God has Mami Goddess under control, she made sure to create me with the capacity to have her on my control, you made me like this, you f u c k i n g want this. And then most likely she will say all those anxieties were ridiculous since she always knew she wanted this and she adores angelitas to neverending eternal reaches. Sure! Papi always has to be the one to take the blame for anyone overreacting… hihihi i'm kidding beibi, don't kill me.

Recuerden que es situación hipotética pero también promesa porque sé que angelitas tienen ansiedades de todas posibilidades de eternidad. Como sea, las ansiedades no son excusa para retrasar la eternidad ni un segundo más y esta promesa no es un comodín para degradarse a tipos mierda de desquiciada pues si deshonras nuestra familia o te pones ¿en nuestra contra? te vuelves nada más que un mero mortal otra vez, y tú sabes cómo lidio con mortales que atacan mi vida; dicho de una forma: los pequeños críos que orinan sobre mí accidentalmente están totalmente salvos y mis instintos de padre son tan fuertes que nunca me enfurezco cuando los pequeños pibes hacen cosas desastrosas, puedes preguntar a quien sea de mi familia sustituta ¿quién fue siempre el mejor tío o mejor primo más viejo? ¿quién hizo sacrificios para asegurar que hermanos terminaran la universidad o tuviera 7 años completos de apoyo para convertirse en doctor médico? Aún más importante: ¿alguna vez abusé de esta situación en la que dependían de mí? ¿alguna vez los golpeé o los orillé con agresiones a sentirse inferiores? ¿alguna vez descargué mi ira o cansancio contra ustedes como lo hacen otras figuras paternas tóxicas bajo pretexto de que hacía múltiples horas extra en el trabajo siempre que los jefes ofrecían oportunidad de hacerlo para poder sostener la misión de ayudarlos? o fue todo lo contrario y lo único que obtuvieron de mí fueron frases como: «sólo quiero que seas feliz» y «¿reprobaste una materia 3 veces? yo sé que tú le pones muchas ganas, seguro es culpa de ese desdichado sistema abusivo de tu universidad» [fue verdad] y «¿echaron a tu novia fuera de casa por salir del closet? no te preocupes, sí, aquí se puede quedar el tiempo que necesite». ¿Por qué es esto aún más importante? Porque el principal propósito de este capítulo es calmar las ansiedades de mis angelitas, sobre muchas cosas incluyendo mi liderazgo y autoridad, pregunten a quien sea si en lugar de creer en mi palabra necesitan testimonio, y sabrán con tranquilidad que estarán a salvo y felices con el dictador; pues el espacio que doy a las personas que viven conmigo es inmenso más allá de la tolerancia, más allá del aprecio, es amor ¿y para Reinas? adoración. Pero la gente que altera mis agujetas a adrede cuando camino encuentra el peor destino en fuego infernal.
Remember that is a hypothetical situation but it's also a promise because i know angelitas have anxieties coming from all possibilities of eternity. Anyhow, anxieties are not an excuse to delay eternity any second longer and this promise is no wildcard to degrade into shitty types of insanity because if you dishonour our family or turn against us? you become nothing but a mere mortal again, and you know how i deal with mortals who attack my life; in a manner of speaking: little children who accidentally pee on me are totally safe and my father instincts are so strong that i never turn mad when little kids do disastrous things, you can ask anyone in my surrogate family, who was always the best uncle or best older cousin, who made sacrifices to make sure brothers finished college or had a full 7 years of support to become a medical doctor? Even more important: did i ever abuse that situation in which they depended on me? did i ever hit them or cornered them with aggressions to feel inferior? did i ever unleash my anger or exhaustion against you as other toxic paternal figures do under pretext of doing multiple hours of overtime at work always when the bosses offered the opportunity to do it so i could maintain the mission to support you? or was it all the opposite and the only thing they obtained from me were phrases like: «i just want you to be happy» & «you failed a class 3 times? i know you are highly dedicated, that wretched abusive system of your college must be to blame» [it was true] and «they threw your girlfriend out of home for coming out of the closet? don't worry, yes, she can stay here as long as she needs». Why is this even more important? Because the main purpose of this chapter is to apease my angelitas anxieties, about many things including my leadership & authority, ask whomever if instead of believing in my word you need testimony, and you will know with tranquility that you will be safe & happy with the dictator; for the space i give the people who live with me is immense beyond tolerance, beyond appreciation, it's love, and for Queens? adoration. But people who mess up my shoelaces on purpose when i'm walking find the worse destiny in hellfire.

Soy absoluto intolerante al mal premeditado o malicia, siempre fui pacifista, sí, pero además pacificador, el hermano que come calmado contigo para pasar el recreo en la escuela todos y cada día asegurar que protegerte sea tarea pacífica, pues cuando lo dejé solo y vino con lágrimas provocadas por cualquier bravucón… fui ahí y los puse en su lugar a cualquier costo y eso muchas veces significó maldecir con las más crueles frías amenazas que nunca oirás de boca de ningún otro niño de 10 años pronunciadas tan orgullosamente hasta que rogaran clemencia con más lágrimas de las que tenía mi hermano, de veras era como Damien cuando tenía que proteger la justicia, y sí, algunos de esos pibes bravucones encontraron muertes sangrientas por mecanismos santos, no por mortales intentando ser como yo pues ellos siempre están mal por siquiera intentar, yo no soy Damien, eso solo es una película que me pinta a colores torcidos de la paleta de colores de la secta, lo que soy en verdad es poder absoluto, soy DIOS.
I'm absolutely intolerant towards premeditated evil or maliciousness, i was always the pacifist, yes, but also the pacifier, the one brother who eats quietly with you to have lunch at school every single day to make sure protecting you is a peaceful task, because whenever i left him alone and he came to me with tears in his eyes provoked by any bully… i went there and put them in their place whatever it takes and that many times meant cursing them with the cruelest coldest death threats you will never hear from the mouth of any other 10 year old pronouncing so proudly until they begged for mercy with more tears than my brother had, i was indeed like Damien when i had to protect justice, and yes, some of those bully kids found gruesome deaths from holy mechanisms, not by mortals trying to be like me because they are always wrong to even try, i am not Damien, that is only a movie painting me with twisted colours from the colour palette of the sect, what i really am is absolute power, i am GOD.

Esto es exacto por qué no puedes ser mía si no me haces tu más alto dictador en autoridad y no tienes devoción para hermanas y claridad de que esta es la vida que quieres bajo mi eterna protección.
SÓLO MUJERES Y YO, MAS LEALTD ABSOLUTA. ¿Este es tu paraíso celestial de campos Elíseos? perfecto. ¿Esto suena como infierno para tí? pues ni lo intentes.
This is exactly why you cannot be mine if you don't make me your top dictator authority and you don't have devotion for sisters and clarity that this is the life you want under my eternal protection.
ONLY WOMEN AND ME, PLUS ABSOLUTE LOYALTY. This is your heavenly paradise Ellysium? perfect. This sounds like hell to you? then don't even try.

Eso es también situación hipotética pues al momento la única eternidad que ha estado manifestándose es la eternidad de estar sólo y no puedo garantizar que soporte más tu incredulidad. Quizá en una semana decidiré que esto es lo que en realidad quiero, justo ayer fui a la cama tras arrojar berrinche protestando a tus invisibles espíritus diciendo que ya no las quiero, a ninguna, porque nunca quisiste amarme y lo único que querías era sentirte superior, y más cosas que no recuerdo pero me hicieron sentir miserable incluso si no desempaqué una larga lista de insultos ni nada así, simplemente protesté sentimientalidades y por mi paz, aunque debo decir… casi comencé a creer que no existes, y casi comencé a estar entusiasta de ser como yo mismo hace 10 o 20 años, feliz de estar soltero, un solterón eterno; el más alto sueño idílico de los hombres sólo si extrapolamos opiniones superficiales sobre los hombres.
That is also a hypothetical situation for at the moment the only eternity that has been manifesting is the eternity of being alone and i cannot guarantee i'll take your disbelief any longer. Perhaps in one week i'll decide this is what i actually want, just yesterday went to bed after throwing a tantrum protesting at your invisible spirits saying i don't want you anymore, any of you, because you never wanted to love me and the only thing you wanted was to feel superior, and more things i don't remember but made me feel miserable even if didn't unpack a long insult list or nothing as such, simply protested sentimentalities and for my space, though i must say… almost started to believe you don't exist, and almost started to be enthusiastic about being like myself 10 or 20 years ago, happy to be single, an eternal bachelor; the top idilic dream of men only if we extrapolate superficial opinions about men.

¿Eres de esas feministas que odian los hombres? ¿Eres misandrista? Se honesta contigo. ¿Cuán seguido arrojas una larga lista de opiniones acerca de los hombres sin tener dato real para apoyar declaraciones? ¿Estás simple repitiendo lo que tu mamá o abuela dijeron de los hombres por tener el corazón roto? La mujeres que dicen: los hombres son así o asá con enorme seguridad son usualmente el tipo exacto de misandrista que ni un solo hombre debería desear nada cerca sino al contrario evitarlas a toda costa, incluyendo sus madres y tías y quien sea que presuma conocer a los hombres cuando no tienen pene.
Are you one of those feminists who hate men? Are you a misandrist? Be honest to yourself. How often do you throw a long list of opinions about men without having actual data to support your claims? Are you simply repeating what your mom or grandma said about men because they were heartbroken? Women who say: men are like this or that with huge confidence are usually the exact type of misandrist that not a single man should desire anywhere near them but avoid them at all costs instead, including your moms & aunts and anyone else who presumes to know men when they don't have a penis.

Soy Dios, yo creé a todus. Y ni siquiera yo presumo definir a las mujeres con la inmeritoria seguridad que veo a muchas mujeres presumiendo definir a los hombres.
I'm God, i created you all. Yet not even i presume to define women with the unmeritorious confidence i see many women presuming to define men.

Las mujeres no pierden nada cuando hombres ganan. Los hombres no pierden nada cuando mujeres ganan. A menos que estés jugando un juego de quitar algo de otros para ganar. Hay dos diferentes formas de ganar, haciendo perder a otros o haciendo ganar a todos. Al menos es simple y sencillo en dimensiones materiales. Sin embargo, en dimensiones perceptuales, como diferentes arreglos de relaciones, simple debemos admitir que: la situación podría ser diferente y si quieres una situación diferente entonces puedes hacer tu propia situación.
Women don't lose anything when men win. Men don't lose anything when women win. Unless you are playing a game of taking away something from others in order to win. There's two different ways of winning, making others lose or making everyone win. At least it is quite plain and simple in material dimensions. However, in perceptual dimensions, like different arrangements of relationships, we simply must admit that: situation could be different and if you want a different situation then you can make your own situation.

µ pero si quieres “esta” situación… µ +guiño+ ñ tienes que estar feliz de _nuestra_ situación ñ
µ but if you want “this” situation… µ +wink+ ñ gotta be happy for _our_ situation ñ

Cuando una persona se ha acostumbrado a ser la figura cúspide de autoridad feminista o alaban figuras cúspide feministas, o siguen al feminismo como verdad cúspide de la vida junto con todas las ideas de competencia contra hombres: hay una especie de impulso por inercia, un empuje a constante cuestionar el valor de los hombres, y ellas se la pasan haciendo caras de disgusto cuando ven a los hombres ganar… pero no puedes ser la campeona de todas y cada una de las feministas allá fuera y al mismo tiempo ser la campeona de tu propia felicidad.
When a person has been accustomed to being top figure of feminist authority or they worship top feminist figures, or follow feminism as top truth of life along with all the ideas of competition against men: there's a sort of momentum by inertia, a push to constantly question the worth of men, and they keep making faces of disgust when they see men winning… but you cannot be the champion of every single feminist out there and at the same time be the champion of your own happiness.

Eventos amargos pueden hacernos una persona amargada o podemos pasar el trago amargo o escupir fuera los sorbos amargos y seguir nuestra vida, momentos amargos pueden amargar una relación o totalmente arruinarla, pero solo si cualesquier ofensa material o perceptual responsable del evento amargo en cuestión fue deteriorante perjudicial a los valores fundamentales de nuestra motivación para amar a alguien. ¿Si no? bah, estaremos bien, quizá requiere algo de sanación y definitivo compensarlo de alguna manera es debido. Pero si la cosa amarga ¿es en verdad perjudicial hacia los valores núcleo del motor para el amor infinito? pues sí, pues qué mal pero la persona correrá porque la relación está rota.
Bitter events can make us a bitter person or we can take a bitter gulp or spit out the bitter sips and carry on with our life, bitter moments can make a relationship bitter or totally spoil it, but only if whatever material or perceptual offence responsible for the bitter event in question was detrimental to the fundamental values that fuel our motivation to love someone. If not? meh, we gonna be fine, perhaps some healing is required and definitely making it up somehow is in place. But if the bitter thing is indeed detrimental to the core values of the motor for infinite love? then yeah, that's too bad but the person will run because the relationship is broken.

Si te has mantenido fiel a Daddy Dios, no me voy a ir a ningún lado.
Simplemente debes caer en cuenta de que esta larga espera ignorándome fue amarga.
Así que compénsamelo, y podemos comenzar a construir nuestra relación de subida.
If you have been keeping faithful to Papi God, i'm not going anywhere.
You simply must realize all this long time neglecting me was bitter.
So make it up to me, and we can start to build our relationship up.

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En lugar de andar por ahí contentos de obtener beneficios de las sectas, deben destruir sus malditos negocios para salvar a la humanidad.
Instead of going around content to obtain benefits from the sects, you must destroy their damn businesses in order to save humanity.

En lugar de seguir dedicando sus bonitas palabras y su belleza a las cámaras que benefician a las sectas, deben destruir los escenarios.
Instead of going on dedicating your pretty words and your beauty to cameras that benefit the sects, you must destroy the stages.

Los negocios son el día a día de sus asuntos; Destruyan entonces sus asuntos, estructuras, autoridades… ¡su credibilidad! Esa gente debe ponerse a trabajar en las cosas más simples que no requieren confianza si quieren permanecer vivos en el planeta tierra, pues ya no podemos confiar en ellos. 
Businesses are the day by day affairs: Destroy all their affairs then, their structures, their authorities… ¡their credibility! Those people should get jobs in the simplest things that don't require trust if they want to stay alive on planet earth, since we cannot trust them anymore.

Que así sea.
So be it.

Finalizado original en español y publicado inmediato 6:27-6:28am
Expansión traducida y actualizada Jan22 a las 10:33:32
 Finished translating at 10:02:32-10:03:39-10:04:41
Expanded in english & updated Jan22 at 6:45:31
Proofreading and minor corrections x26Jul30 4:18am