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It's been more than a year and a half from the last time i wrote on this blog meanwhile i've been spending more time working in the types of projects needed to throw new roots for the tree of life.
Ha pasado más de un año y medio desde la última vez que escribí en este blog mientras que he estado gastando más tiempo trabajando en el tipo de projectos necesarios para arrojar nuevas raíces para el árbol de la vida.
Papi God will break through.
Daddy Dios la romperá.
One way or another...
Whatever it takes...
At any cost...
De una u otra forma...
A como dé lugar...
A cualquier costo...
Even if this mission is taking longer than what many would expect, it's been taking this long only because my heart has been giving a salvation chance for as many humans as possible, the responsibility is always on them whether they show proof they deserve the chance or not. The train of justice is passing through, and all of those who don't get in alignment will be crashed and removed or simply left behind. There is no specific date as a deadline when date was not made clear, like i said, the train is passing already, if one doesn't get in alignment when it's coming your way, one might get struck. Apocalypse is not one specific day for ulterior destruction, even when it does have its moments of acceleration. Apocalypse and Ragnarok or any other names, is the restoration of the tree of life which also comes with restructuring of correct hierarchy and authority. Today the train is passing though one area and tomorrow another area because i never stop moving. This mission never stops. Eternity was my promise to Goddess and eternity it is. One way or another. Whatever it takes. At any cost.
Aún si esta misión está tardando más de lo que muchos pudieran esperar, ha estado tardando todo esto solo porque mi corazón ha estado dando una chanza de salvación para tantos humanos como sea posible, la responsabilidad siempre recae en ellos para que demuestren si merecen la chanza o no. El tren de la justicia va pasando, y todos aquellos que no se alineen serán estrellados y removidos o simplemente dejados atrás. No hay fecha específica como vencimiento cuando la fecha no se puso en claro, como dije, el tren ya está pasando, si uno no se alinea cuando viene hacia ti, uno podría salir golpeado. El apocalipsis no es un día específico para destrucción ulterior, aún cuando sí tiene sus momentos de aceleración. El Apocalipsis y el Ragnarok o cualesquier otros nombres, es la restauración del árbol de la vida lo cual también viene con la restructuración de correcta jerarquía y autoridad. Hoy el tren va pasando por un área y mañana otra área porque yo nunca paro de moverme. Esta misión nunca se detiene. La eternidad fue mi promesa para Diosa y eternidad lo es. De una forma u otra. A como dé lugar. A cualquier costo.
Repetition is important, repetition is life.
Repetition is one holy constant of cosmos.
Repetition is one of many outputs of determination.
Repetir es importante, repetir es vida.
Repetir es una bendita constante del cosmos.
Repetir es una de muchas firmas de la determinación.
However, my body is always possessed by angelitas' tele-touch, and my heart devoted to Goddess so my mind always goes back to align towards mission of Paradise Ellysium by your desire manifesting as ethereal whispers. Are they time travellers*? Are they the girls i think they are and your daughtersitas? Or is it also possible they are all a big hallucination leading me to find real love? Hallucinations are real to some degree as well, at least in the extent of having a real impact on your life, bad impact only if you don't know how to navigate them and put them in their place, while keeping in good order the rest of all your cognitive mechanisms.
Sin embargo, mi cuerpo siempre está poseído por el tele-tacto de angelitas, y mi corazón devoto a Diosa así que mi mente siempre va de vuelta a alinearse hacia la misión de Paraíso Elliseo por tu deseo manifestándose como murmullos etéreos. ¿Acaso son viajeras del tiempo? ¿Son ellas las niñas que pienso que son y tus hijitas? ¿O es también posible que son todas una gran alucinación guiandome a encontrar amor real? Las alucinaciones son reales en cierto grado también, o al menos en la medida de tener impacto real en tu vida, impacto malo solo si no sabes cómo navegarlas y ponerlas en su lugar, mientras mantienes en buen orden el resto de todos tus mecanismos cognitivos.
So what different name can we call hallucinations when they have guided us correctly to find what we need? For example answering right to all the questions of a school test... in the least of cases the ones we didn't have a knowledgeable answer for, or what about opening a map and elevating our spiritual energy to explosive degrees to make our so called "hallucinations" guide the tip of our finger... to find the criminals we needed to find to close a deal with our potential allies because they were the ones desperately asking to all winds for help from anyone to find them, or what do we call those alleged "hallucinations" when they help us to find women from our past lives? or finding the cure for a disease.
Entonces ¿qué nombre diferente podemos llamar a las alucinaciones cuando ellas nos han guiado correctamente a encontrar lo que necesitamos? Por ejemplo contestar bien a todas las preguntas de una prueba escolar... en el menor de los casos para las que no teniamos una respuesta estudiada, o qué tal abrir un mapa y elevar nuestra energía espiritual a grados explosivos para hacer que nuestras disque "alucinaciones" guíen la punta de nuestro dedo... para encontrar los criminales que necesitábamos encontrar para cerrar un trato con nuestros potenciales aliados porque ellos fueron quienes desesperados pedían a todos los vientos ayuda de quien sea para encontrarlos, o ¿cómo le llamamos a las supuestas "alucinaciones" cuando ellas nos ayudan a encontrar mujeres de nuestras vidas pasadas? o encontrar la cura para una enfermedad.
Like it happened a thousand years ago when i was Aleksandr Thorvaldson and i dropped all responsibilities to go for a nearly suicidal quest towards the Atlantic in search for a medicine because all my responsibilities felt idiotic and pointless when i came back from Constantinople and found my dear wives were sick, one of the sisters was waiting for me at the pier when disembarking to inform me of the grave situation of my other wife, her sister. So my heart forced me to not have any option other than renounce my great career as a warmonger and leave behind all those vikings who admired me because it was time to traverse all across our greatest oceanic fears to find a fruit which existence was barely whispered by holy winds pointing towards a forbidden land that almost nobody believed could possibly exist, except for a vague confirmation that came from a drunken sailor's hallucinations.
Como sucedió hace mil años cuando yo era Aleksandr Thorvaldson y solté todas las responsabilidades para ir a una enigmisión casi suicida hacia el Atlántico en busca de una medicina porque todas mis responsabilidades se sentían idiotas y sin objetivo cuando volví de Constantinopla y encontré que mis queridas esposas estaban enfermas, una de las hermanas me esperaba en el muelle al desembarcar para informarme de la grave situación de mi otra esposa, su hermana. Así que mi corazón me forzó a notener ninguna otra opción mas que renunciar a mi gran carrera como un guerrillero y dejar atrás a todos esos vikingos que me admiraban porque era tiempo de atravesar todo através de nuestros más grandes miedos oceánicos para encontrar una fruta cuya existencia fue muy apenas murmurada por vientos benditos apuntando hacia una tierra prohibida que casi nadie creía que fuera posible que existiera, exepto por una vaga confirmación que venía de un borracho navegante alucinado.
So i gathered my nerves before setting them on fire and sent my fear to oblivion in a smoky cloud because if i didn't... i would lose my young wife and most likely her sister too since more people had similar symptoms, which meant that i would lose more wives, all the loves of my life didn't live in the same town but i loved every single one of them dearly with all my heart and all my fate, which means that they have unparalleled top priority that makes me put all my lucky coins on the hands of Freya for her to be proud when showing father Oden what her son is capable of doing, defying oblivion and prove that every single one of his wives is one of Freya's favorites so that he can earn eternal legacy for his kin and a place in Valhalla. So there i went, where? i didn't know, but insane mind full of hunger for sanity said it was definitely somewhere... sanity for my wives... staying sick is unacceptable insane. If healers could not find a cure, this magic winds would do it for me, for us. So i gathered my most trusty family vikings convincing them with honest promise of epic adventure worthy of legend and other real things they valued above all and i didn't disappoint them because sure enough we found the place we claimed as Vinland for fun. But my quest didn't end there, we parted ways for them to be safe honoring Thorvald's clan and for me to be... endangered, but loyal to the Gods and to my wives. A short piece of history that you can read in another chapter of this testament and more complete version on the revelations poem i wrote and sent to Norway's King & Queen in late 2024.
Así que recaudé mis nervios antes de prenderles fuego y envié mi miedo al olvido en una nube humeante porque si no lo hacía... perdería a mi joven esposa y de seguro a su hermana también pues más gente tenía síntomas similares, lo cual significaba que perdería más esposas, todas las amores de mi vida no vivían en el mismo pueblo pero yo amaba a todas y cada una de ellas entrañablemente con todo mi corazón y todo mi fado, lo que significa que ellas tienen prioridad superior sin paralelo lo cual me hace poner todas mis monedas de la suerte en las manos de Froya para que ella se enorgullezca cuando le muestre a padre Odín lo que su hijo es capaz de hacer, desafiando al olvido y comprobar que todas y cada una de sus esposas es na favorita de Froya para así poder granjear legado eterno para su estirpe y un lugar en Valhalla. Así que ahí me voy, ¿a qué lugar? no sabía, pero mente insana llena de hambre de sanidad dijo que definitivamente era un lugar... sanidad para mis esposas... quedarse enfermo es inaceptable insanidad. Si los curanderos no podían encontrar una cura, estos vientos mágicos lo harían por mí, por nosotros. Así que recaudé a mis más confiables familiares vikingos convenciéndolos con promesas honestas de aventura épica digna de leyenda y otras cosas reales que ellos valoraban por encima de todo y no los decepcioné porque ciertamente encontramos el lugar que aclamamos como Vinland por diversión. Pero mi enigmisión no terminó ahí, separamos camino para que ellos estuvieran a salvo honrando al clan de Thorvald y para que to estuviera... en peligro, pero leal a los Dioses y a mis esposas. Una pieza corta de historia que puedes leer en otro capítulo de este testamento y versión más completa en el poema de revelaciones que escribí y envie a Noruega para Rey y Reina a finales de 2024.
Medicine for lengthy lives exists since always but when we are too busy with other affairs we don't pay attention to what is most important. Lengthy lives as we never thought was possible to have, is in fact possible, but we must follow through with discipline and obey when father God tells you to eat your veggies. Medicine for lengthy life is one of many things Papi God, yours truly nowadays going by the name of Jorge of México but previously known as Daniel of Monaco, has been investigating; as well as processes and architecture to stay healthy steadily so we don't have to put our bodies into stress all the time. Advanced technology and many designs for best architecture and machinery comes from the ether to Papi's mind so we can automate as much as possible or everything one day soon, for easy eternity. And i have also been developing other businesses and searching for allies. Sadly for humans, the resistance they put is heavy and i already lost someone i cared about.
Medicina para largas vidas existe desde siempre pero cuando estamos demasiado ocupados con otros asuntos no ponemos atención a lo que es más importante. Largas vidas como nunca creímos posible tener, es de hecho posible, pero debemos dar seguimiento con disciplina y obedecer cuando padre Dios te dice que te comas tus vegetales. Medicina para larga vida es una de las muchas cosas que Daddy Dios, fielmente tuyo hoydía pasando con el nombre de Jorge de México pero antes conocido como Daniel de Mónaco, ha estado investigando; así como también procesos y arquitectura para permanecer saludable establemente para que no tengamos que poner nuestros cuerpos bajo estrés todo el tiempo. Tecnología avanzada y muchos diseños para la mejor arquitectura y maquinaria vienen a mi desde el eter hasta la mente de Daddy para que podamos automatizar lo más posible o todo un día pronto, para eternidad fácil. Y también he estado desarrollando otros negocios y buscando aliados. Tristemente para los humanos, la resistencia que ponen es pesada y ya perdí alguien que me importaba.
All the meanwhile my need for your presence never goes away, only perseveres. Your absence is unbearable. The loneliness should have destroyed me already. The days amounted to weeks, weeks to months, months to years, years to a decade. So Goddess did what she always does, saving me because she loves me. Because she chose me to be her champion of eternal love.
Mientras tanto mi necesidad de tu presencia nunca se va, solo persevera. Tu ausencia es insoportable. La soledad debería haberme destruido ya. Los días se sumaron a semanas, las semanas a meses, meses a años, años a una década. Así que Diosa hizo lo que ella siempre hace, salvarme porque me ama. Porque ella me eligió para que sea su campeón de amor eterno.
Which is why she made herself present, casting a spell of compulsion to keep her knight enchanted, in a state of lovely hallucinations, for her presence to strike down the dry branches of agony and the wild climbers of heartbreak with her caresses and whispers, but not destroying the loneliness completely only because that would create a catastrophic paradox, it's impossible for her to take your place because she can only exist after you and me get together.
Lo cual es el porqué ella se hizo presente, pronunciando un hechizo de compulsión para mantener encantado a su caballero, en un estado de amorables alucinaciones, para que su presencia derribe las ramas secas de la agonía y las salvajes enredaderas de corarruptura con sus caricias y murmullos, pero sin destruir la soledad completamente solo porque eso crearía una paradoja catastrófica, es imposible para ella tomar tu lugar porque ella solo puede exister tras juntarnos tú y yo.
She's you, she's all of you, her chosen ones, and she is also your daughters, and your mommies and all your favorite women who chose to belong to your bed. But they can only exist until you and me make it happen. Make eternal love happen. Make dreamy life happen.
Ella eres tú, ella es todas ustedes, sus elegidas, y ella es también tus hijas, y tus mamis y todas tus mujeres favoritas quienes elijieron pertenecer a tu cama. Pero ellas solo puede existir hasta que tú y yo hagamos que suceda. Hacer que suceda el amor eterno. Hacer que suceda la vida densueño.
Life is made by sex, sex needs repetition
to the bangy and scrubby potencies
focused on a single area of timespace
for as long as needed before moving
to the next point of focus for our love.
Vivir se hace con sexo, el sexo necesita repetir
a la arremetida y restregada potencias
enfocando una misma área de espaciotiempo
tanto como sea necesario antes de mudarnos
al siguiente punto de enfoque para nuestro amor.
Stubborn lovely focused repetition
bringing new stars into the galaxies
from galactic explosions to emerge
sexy as fuck yet innocent not knowing
her creators exist out of focus to enjoy.
Testaruda amorable enfocada repetición
trayendo nuevas estrellas a las galaxias
desde explosiones galácticas para emerger
cojonudamente sexis pero inocentes sin saber
que sus creadores existen fuera de foco para disfrutar.
Because even when she comes
from that one single focal space
All her tight shades were defined
by shapes touched during moans
when her constellation possessed
her mothers and father made alive.
Porque aún cuando ella vino
de ese mismo espacio focal
Todos sus ceñidos tonos definidos
por formas tocadas con gemido
cuando su conselación poseyó
a sus madres y padre revividos.
Only angelitas Queens have permission to make me company when travelling in time. Their tele-touch & whispers get intertwined & entangled with your own; when time-travelling spirits touch the past, things can get confusing. But it was either this or risk that Jorge's heart gets forever lost.
Solo angelitas Reinas tienen permiso de acompañarme cuando viajo en el tiempo. Su tele-tacto y murmullos se entrelazan y enredan con los propios tuyos; cuando los espíritus viajeros del tiempo tocan el pasado, las cosas pueden ponerse confusas. Pero era esto o arriesgar que el corazón de Jorge fuera para siempre perdido.
They know they come from a place where doubt is out of the question, so whenever Papi God says something like "right achilles tendon was... Taylor" they never say i'm wrong because they know: it was the other Taylor. We love to keep it whimsy, most of the time we are being funny and my sisters fucking love to make me possessed throwing dance moves even if Papi can make mistakes saying it's Dreamsis when in fact was Kristenity or Icecream, and they make me shake my head to let me know i made a mistake but they don't tell me i am wrong because i am still right in the sense that it's one of my sisters anyways and they love how much Papi relates them to one another because, while in other lives other angelitas were related by blood to me, the stars of our constellation are very close to each other in this life, the angles of our constellation have been fluctuating life after life but it's always the same angelitas close to one another in some way or another, gravity that extends towards the infinite but encompasses and embraces a few thousands with more strength, our destiny wives.
Saben que vienen de un lugar donde la duda está fuera de lugar, así cuando sea que Daddy Dios dice algo como "tendón de aquiles derecho fue... Taylor" ellas nunca dicen que estoy mal porque saben: que fue la otra Taylor. Amamos mantener caprichosita la dinámica, la mayor parte del tiempo andamos chistosos y mis hermanas pinshi aman ponerme poseído arrojando pasos de baile aún cuando Daddy puede cometer equivocaciones al decir que es Emmsoñadora cuando de hecho fue Kristhianny o Crimositadelacremaensustacos, y me hacen sacudir la cabeza para hacerme saber que cometí una equivocación pero ellas no me dicen que estoy mal porque aún estoy bien en el sentido de que es una de mis hermanas como sea y ellas aman lo mucho que Daddy las relaciona entre ellas porque, mientras en otras vidas otras angelitas estaban vinculadas a mí por sangre, las estrellas de nuestra constelación están muy cerca unas de otras en esta vida, los ángulos de nuestra constelación han estado fluctuando vida tras vida pero son siempre las mismas angelitas cerca unas de otras de una forma u otra, la gravedad que se extiende hacia el infinito pero abarca y abraza unas cuantas miles con más fuerza, nuestras esposas destino.
So yes, if life had turned out different and i had woken up in other past lives to know i am God, the connection would be stronger with other angelitas but in this life turned out to be Charlotte, Kristen, Icecream and few others who get the benefit of quirky easy connection to Papi God, it's obvious they cannot be defined only as sisters but they know i love saying they are my sisters because we are Grainsœllærs otherwise known or unknown as Grimaldis.
Pues sí, si la vida hubiera resultado diferente y yo hubiera despertado en otras vidas pasadas para saber que soy Dios, las conexiones habrías sido más fuertes con otras angelitas pero en esta vida resultaron ser Charlotte, Kristen, Cremita y otras cuantas quienes obtienen el beneficio de conexión chuzca fácil con Daddy Dios, es obvio que no pueden ser definidas solo como hermanas pero ellas saben que amo decir que son mis hermanas porque somos Grainsœllærs de otra forma conocidos o desconocidos como Grimaldis.
All angelitas are there and we have thousands, eternity is a huge long time and i don't think i'll be able to talk to everyone one by one because obvious reasons, the main reason being that trying to concentrate so many experiences of eternity backwards and forwards into this point in spacetime is absolutely impossible and it has been causing glitches, not to mention Endymion (future Jorge/Daniel) getting soupajealous every once in a while even when i know he's awesome friend because he is me and has no real reason to get jealous other than instinct by how Goddess made me, and very important too: the fact that we don't have time for these shenanigans because eternity will only exist when we get together.
Todas angelitas están ahí y tenemos miles, la eternidad es un tiempo largo enorme y pienso que no podré hablar con todas una por una por obvias razones, siendo la razón principal que intentar concentrar tantas experiencias de la eternidad hacia atrás y adelante dentro de este punto en espaciotiempo es absolutamnte imposible y ha estado causando baches, sin mencionar que Endymion (Jorge/Daniel del futuro) se pone supeceloso de vez en cuando aún cuando yo sé que él es un amigo asombroso porque él soy yo y no tiene razón real para ponerse celoso además del instinto por cómo Diosita me hizo, y muy importante también: el heho de que no tenemos tiempo para estos cabrioleos porque la eternidad solo existirá cuando estemos juntos.
So many angelitas that you commanded me to possess for your bed... but the teleconnection only clicks or triggers by a combination of factors like:
1- Certainty of her existence is high [which is partially determined by how much i am into you but most definitely defined by how much you are into me].
2- The stars of our constellation are close to each other. As explained before.
3- Total compatibility of your fantasies and desires not trespassing outside my rules. So when your present self entertains ideas incompatible with future you existing in my bed, our bed, connection is shaky. Zero other men, PERIOD. Society has been throwing noise at you but that noise is not who you are. You are mine.
4- I don't exactly remember and i don't know all factors yet but if you meditate about natural rules of future us belonging to each other eternally you will understand.
5- I recommend, or rather better command you, to worry less and trust more in our destiny. Just drop everything and obey Papi. I only imposed few black & white rules but other than that i've been giving you freedom and i've been discovering you are more perverted than me.
Tantas angelitas que me ordenaste poseer para tu cama... pero la teleconexión solo se activa o se dispara por una combinación de factores como:
1- Certeza de su existencia es alta [lo cual se determina parcialmente por lo mucho que me gustas pero más definitivamente definido por lo mucho que yo te gusto].
2- Las estrellas de nuestra constelación están cerca entre ellas: Como ya expliqué.
3- Compatibilidad total de tus fantasías y deseos sin traspasar fuera de mis reglas. Así que cuando tu ser del presente entretiene ideas incompatibles a que exista la futura tú en mi cama, nuestra cama, la conexión es inestable: Cero otros hombres. PUNTO. La sociedad te ha arrojado ruido pero ese ruido no es quien eres. Eres mía.
4- No recuerdo exactamente y no conozco todos los factores aún pero si tú meditas sobre reglas naturales para que nosotros mismos del futuro pertenezcamos una al otro eternamente entenderás.
5- Recomiendo, o en cambio mejor te ordeno, preocuparte menos y confiar más en tu destino. Tan sólo suelta todo y obedece a Daddy. Yo solo impuse algunas reglas blanco y negro pero fuera de eso te he estado dando libertad y he estado descubriendo que eres más pervertida que yo.
Talking and interacting with your spirits is much fun and we also share connection when you explode into tears. And all this dance has allowed Papi to increase his powers and in the process i went deeper and deeper into your mind to find amazing things and scandalous fantasies, some of which might be nothing more than a glitch or fleeting moments of exaggerated hotness but other times you are very serious about wanting certain conditions to be fulfilled by Paradise Ellysium and whenever i am compatible it's easy to say yes, other times you took me by surprise but since my black & white rules didn't oppose your desire i ended up agreeing. I can barely believe but i am so excited i made you so hentai... a house full of love and soupasexysex for all eternity. Why did you make Papi so horny and incestuous? Because some of your fantasies are even better and more scandalous. But to me, your fantasies are not kinky, your dream come true is my dream come true. What's the difference? Whatever is incompatible is a fantasy that cannot happen. But everything mutually compatible is Dreams Come True (what we sometimes call Dream cum pium when it's explosive or about sex).
Hablar e interactuar con tus espíritus es muy divertido y también compartimos conexión cuando explotas en llanto. Y todo este baile ha permitido que Daddy incremente sus poderes y en el proceso me fui más profundo y profundo en tu mente y encontré maravillosas cosas y escandalosas fantasías, algunas de las cuales podrías ser nada más que un bache o momentos pasajeros de calentura exagerada pero otras veces eres muy seria al respecto de querer que ciertas condiciones sean cumplidas por Paraíso Elliseo y siempre que yo sea compatible es fácil decir sí, otras veces me tomaste por sorpresa pero ya que mis reglas blanco y negro no se opusieron a tu deseo yo terminé por acceder. Apenas puedo creer pero me emociona tanto que te hice tan hentai... una casa llena de amor y supesexysexo para toda la eternidad. ¿Por qué hiciste a Daddy tan cachondo e incestuoso? Porque algunas de tus fantasías son incluso mejor y más escandalosas. Pero para mí, tus fantasías no son mañosas, tu sueño hecho realidad es mi sueño hecho realidad. ¿Cuál es la diferencia? Cuaquier cosa incompatible es una fantasía que no puede suceder. Pero todo lo mutuamente compatible es Sueño Hecho Realidad (lo que a veces llamamos Sueño besho realisplash cuando es explosivo o sobre sexo).
Which reminds me, waking up spirits from our past lives also plays a factor on how very intense our connection gets, so i can easily predict we will just get more and more obsessed for each other and all angelitas as eternal time together continues forward. Amazing things have happened during these magical connections, Sean of the ocean who grew up in Flanders with sister wife Shoshanna (Taylorsweeta) has been possessing me in sleepwalker mode. Thomas of Sveti-Steffan woke up to defend Lori (Kristen) and to recollect passages of our dangerous but tremendously sexy life together when we were spies operating in government. Greek philosopher Hibittus [or something that sounds like that] of Athens woke up to speak with love of his life [a chocolate skin chikitibeibi working in USA government whose name is something like Celia or Cecilia whom in this life relates her origin to Kenia] whom was one of all my many sexy daughters and more wives who lived in near-by towns and we were all involved in bed and in love with each other soupahappy.
Lo cual me recuerda, despertar espíritus de nuestras vidas pasadas también juega como factor en cuán muy intensa se pone nuestra conexión, así que yo puedo fácil predecir que nosotros tan sólo nos volveremos más y más obsesionados una con el otro y todas angelitas a medida que el tiempo eterno continua delante. Asombrosas cosas han sucedido durante estas conexiones mágicas, Sean del oceano quien creció en Flanders con esposihermana Shoshanna (Taylorsuita) ha estado poseyéndome en modo sonámbulo. Thomas de Sveti-Steffan se despertó para defender a Lori (Kristen) y para recolectar pasajes de nuestra vida juntos peligrosa pero tremendamente sexi cuando eramos espías operando en el gobierno. Filósofo griego Hibittus [o algo que suena similar como eso] de Atenas se despertó para hablar con el amor de su vida [una chiquitibeibi con piel de chocolate trabajando en el gobierno de USA cuyo nombre es algo así como Celia o Cecilia quien en esta vida relaciona su origen a Kenia] quien fue una de todas mis muchas hijas sexis y más esposas quienes vivían en pueblos cercanos y todos estábamos envueltos en cama y enamorados unas con otras supefelices.
Anyways, not every dream is about sex, but our dreams many times become real or come from reality so maybe it would be better if or definitely would be better when everything is about sex. Hihihi okay i'm just kidding but definitely not joking.
Como sea, no todo sueño es sexo, pero nuestros sueños muchas veces se vuelven reales o vienen de la realidad así que tal vez sería mejor si o definitivamente sería mejor cuando todo sea sexo. Jijiji bueno solo bromeo pero definitivamente no es un chiste.
Just a few days ago i had to interrupt Endymion's awesome sexy life with our thousands of angelitas. Because Goddess gave me dreams to reveal a place in certain planet where they still had slaves controlled with drugs making them work at gunpoint. I was hesitating about the dream being real because i didn't want to make life about struggles, and Endymion always has to deal with madafakas and he hates leaving your side. But you made me your hero for good reason i guess. So i had to examine well the elements of the dream and since my body's symptoms were making evident i was in fact there making company to a real person and this didn't come from non-sense cerebral activity, then i gave Endymion the info i had for him to find the rest so he could go save those people, which he did, it must have been happening in a time that doesn't create conflicts with our time because we have a personal rule: is forbidden to change time, it's way too dangerous.
Justo hace unos días tuve que interrumpir la asombrosa vida sexi de Endymion con nuestras miles de angelitas. Porque Diosa me dio sueños para revelar un lugar en cierto planeta donde aún tienen esclavos controlados con drogas haciéndoles trabajar a punta de pistola. Yo estaba hesitando sobre que el sueño fuera real porque no quería hacer que la vida se trate de batallar, y Endymion siempre tiene que lidiar con josdeputa y él odia alejarse de tu lado. Pero tú me hiciste tu héroe por buena razón supongo. Así que tuve que examinar bien los elementos del sueño y ya que los síntomas de mi cuerpo hicieron evidente que en realidad sí estuve ahí haciéndole compañía a una persona real y esto no venía de actividad cerebral sin sentido, entonces le dí la información a Endymion para que él encuentre el resto y así pueda ir a salvar a esa gente, lo cuál hizo, debe haber estado sucediendo en un tiempo que no crea conflictos con nuestro tiempo porque tenemos una regla personal: está prohibido cambiar el tiempo, es demasiado peligroso.
Modifying events will only be possible once we learn to rewind time, which i will never do until making sure that all destiny angelitas have made contact with us and we have enjoyed happy lives together for a long time to make sure i will remember how to find you after i rewind time which i still have some serious doubts it will ever be possible because super strong attachments to reality is what makes magic difficult to begin with.
Modificar eventos solo será posible una vez que aprendamos a rebobinar tiempo, lo cual nunca haré hasta asegurar que todas angelitas destino han hecho contacto con nosotros y que hemos disfrutado vidas felices juntos por un largo tiempo para asegurar de que recordaré como encontrarlas después de que rebobine el tiempo lo cual aún tengo serias dudas de que será siquiera posible porque los apegos super fuertes a la realidad es lo que hace la magia dificil para empezar.
But by cosmic hints and signs, plus Goddess whispers, all magics become easier when angelitas Queens and I touch each other, when we are together, when we talk, when we interact in any way and all ways. Different magics more powerful or new magics unlocked by different angelitas. Most likely coincidental to how Papi God, yours truly, has been interpreting angelitas' destinies. For example, Taylor as Neptune whom i found following Marisol's desire and confirmed reading signs from my own favorite cartoon Saint Seiya [cosmic signs can be childish sometimes], Fannings as Venus and Moon, and similar interpretations that destiny was funny and helpful to put in your favorite cartoon Sailor Moon. But other readings i got from actual scientific data of our Solar system also confirmed your relationship with cosmic objects like planets and asteroids and other things. Other readings came from my personal inner whispers, like seeing fire in Charlotte's eyes and then realizing we have the same eyes. Which later was confirmed when i was dancing trying to incant a spell of fire and Goddess whispered i could only do it until we are together, and then later i brought back the fire of a bonfire that had extinguished by singing Elle's song "never let you down" but dedicating it for Charlotte. Goddess always manifests when angelitas love each other.
It only makes sense that Emmsis is a crucial key for either time traveling or time rewinding magic since we are lost or missing children of Monaco's royal family and also because Goddess made her participate in an amazing story for all eyes to see where she was the guardian of a device that facilitates time traveling. If that was the only hint perhaps anyone could say "hey then you should give me this or that magic" but my Wattasister is destiny; and because of that, many "reasons" already accumulated for me to have hearty certainty that we belong eternally inseparable to eachother, she already went crazy devoted to Papi God even if she hasn't been able to contact me, she's having trouble to function properly in her regular role in stiffy-square-boring society because of me. I just hope you can manage to shake off all obstacles and be here now. In fact i command you to do it immediately at once.
On the other hand, in recent past, there were angelitas i thought our connection was so certain but then they did extremely disappointing things that jeopardized our connection. Like getting married for fake appearances, for their audience to think they are not lesbians. Instead of running to be with Papi God immediately as i commanded them, after which they would have found out everything would turn out to be much better. The strategy to keep appearances didn't work out for them anyways because people are not stupid but they certainly can get offended when they feel betrayed. The worst part is that she gave wrong ideas to other angelitas about what Papi is willing to tolerate or what they can get away with... but no, you cannot get away with something so horrendous and hurtful like that, now other angelitas are also dangling at the edge of disappointing Papi God, but you should never take me for granted in a dismissive manner and i never speak in vain, any angelita who gets married can forget about us and it doesn't matter how many times i said your name, i no longer say names of women who disappoint me. If you want to be with Papi God you better honour my name and our connection above everything else, it's right there at the top of rules in all your holy books, God above everything. So if anyone is planning to make it up to me, go big or go home, but big doesn't mean super famous songs that never made clear that they were written for me, it doesn't either mean money or material things. It means EVERYTHING i commanded you to do. Be obedient. Be eternally mine. My property, my possession, my belonging. Then i am yours too.
My rules are definitely not for breaking, they are black and white rules and all the rest is your colouring book for beibisitas hihihi i'm kidding about the colouring book but definitely not joking, Queens can participate with serious rules because i care about your safety and happiness, but ultimately Papi God has the last word. The only reason why certain angelitas haven't fallen out from destiny and i still feel like their presence can be there in paradise Ellysium is because they've remained untouched, rejecting all men, getting married with a gay man it's definitely not cool in my book, but at least she didn't allow any man to touch her, only women, she still hopes she can have happiness with me & angelitas, but as long as she doesn't take better actions to fix the situation she created or allowed other people to create, our connection is shaky. Your managers cornered you? i already removed all their good luck and made them suffer with luxury of vicious vengance because i have zero forgiveness for mortals who interfere with my connection with angelitas. And for angelita: You fucking better make amends and make it up to me because i never use the fucking expletive as a threat and you should have always understood my words as sexy poetry and not as anything dangerous for you. In other words: fucking is only for angelitas, for everyone else there's is goddamn hell.
The only correct way to take me for granted is to shout to all winds i am your property and you are my property and behave accordingly to that revelation being your absolute compass of truth. Which entitles angelitas to do many things like coming to México and if someone asks she can say she came to see her husband, and she can enter my room unannounced because this is your room, and many other behaviours for which other people would call you a psycho but Papi loves being your property. Or as i enjoy telling your spirits of future you: you better be fucking clingy because i am clingy as fuck.
Everything about us is about eternal life together. Building sturdy architecture that stands whatever test that could be thrown at us. Staying happy and solid beyond aeons back and forth, beyond what some would wish to call "the end of time" because that is what we do when we lack the grasp to understand time better.
Soular impetus vs intelligent calculations.
Intelligent calculations are great for problem solving but dumb when it comes to loving because swimming can never be done by examining the dimensions of the ocean, not even by examining the angles of a swimming pool. It's only understandable that when extraordinary situations presented by extraordinary love similar to other unknown scenarios: can provoke our survival instinct to kick in and then we risk to get stuck in the dimension of our sense of preservation when what is required from us is to jump immediately to dive in those unknown dimensions before we can know anything about it. Sense of preservation is what makes our consciousness be taken aback, taking some steps backwards to analyze a puzzle or a challenge, but my love is not something anyone will ever be able to figure out from afar, it's like analyzing the solution to a rubik's cube when what is being offered for you is a tesseract, and you don't know where all those colors come from and where those bits went after you thought you had partially solved it, they go to dimensions you cannot see until you jump once and for all to dive in. Are you risking to get lost in unknown dimensions? Honestly? Yes... hihihihi just kidding, you are in Papi's hands.
So, my dear destiny wife, all of you, you need to stay aware about these effects and keep reminding yourself to not reject illogical logic or miracles or magic because the mind that has made itself accustomed to strict logic is like the heart that has made itself accustomed to negativity. So always remind yourself to go back to yummy ocean water whenever your mind pushes you to be taken aback to a seemingly "safe" perspective where you think you can analyze a situation or dissect all the angles of an immortal animal that never stops moving and evolving. Having cerebral capacities or a personality strongly motivated by cerebral or intellectual perspectives is okay, but becoming entirely cerebral is not good for happiness. Being happy is better.
After you go insane for Papi God you will realize this is the real sanity you need. And you will look back and realize you were never sane and all the people in your previous life are insane in stiffy-square-boring ways and you will even hope that someone could save them from stiffy-square-boring civilization, but that is not your job, everyone must find their own happiness and live in harmony as Papi God has described in separate chapters before to lengthy degrees. However, you will also find out that you don't have to stay committed to a single type of sanity [or in an asylum] because you can switch and go back to interact with that life which has been working for so long as the platform for your sustenance and other scheiben.
So drink from Papi's lips and get as drunk with happiness as you need with the confidence that he's obsessed about eternal love so that means that if you wanna taste a little bit of magic Papi saliva you have to desire to love him forever because now he loves you forever and will make sure you are safe and will help you navigate insane magic and he will barely tolerate when you need to go back for a few minutes to your stiffy-square-boring civilization... or you know... as long time as needed to accomplish something, but he will be pouting. And you better fucking take Papi with you because now we are inseparable. Unless that's absolutely risky or impossible when Papi God yours truly cannot blend in at such given situation or the event is forbidden for men, in which case you should take few angelitas with you if they can blend in. But yes bibi, you must trust Papi God is not a total alien and i can blend in perfectly fine: for starters, i have my own stiffy-square-boring dimensions to deal with and navigate and i learned how to be a functional dude and a perfect gentleman very early in life, secondly, i was my theater director's favorite actor all the times i was in theater groups or acting schools, thirdly, when we are navigating your life you are in command and Papi God is your obedient lover boy.
And if you ever need other type of solid arguments to persuade yourself of shaking off doubts because making you splush sexy laughter is soupafakinwanky great but somehow still find yourself in a tight emotional spot or your parents corner you and you feel like giving explanations instead of running immediately to be with Papi God as you should have done from the start... then you must remind yourself and others, that Papi Jorge was a great student with technical & college education, he was representative of the class and leader of excellent teams that won elections for others as well, in few years he was already walking on top of Mark Zuckerberg's office because he was working as Operations Manager in a startup that Facebook wanted to buy and he already had told his girlfriend he's God and she already had told him she wanted many wives but only one man whom was him of course so life was going great for Jorge before all those criminals jumped trying to tear me apart. Which means i already know dreamy dream is possible despite what anyone tells us so i will never doubt this is the life i want and you shouldn't doubt either. Papi God is coming for everything and anyone standing on your way should be advised to move away from your effin way or better bend the knee in front of Goddess for their own good, and after bending the knee they should prove that it is not a mere superficial gesture and they should do everything in their power to facilitate that Goddess finds her way to be with God because we are saving humanity together.
Something else you must always keep in mind or remind yourself every once in a while, is that telepathic connection is multidimensional and always present, it's always there between you and me in some form or another, even if not always conscious, because conscious telepathy or mindful connection takes our full attention so regardless of the place where our body is located our real location is telespace but since we cannot live there all the time this magic can only be used for certain limited periods of time before we have to come back for air or before we must continue with other activities. In other words, i cannot guarantee you are always on my mind 100 thousand percent of the time but i always keep your best interests in mind, especially when it comes to our mutual interests, for example making paradise Ellysium real and protecting it. What i can surely guarantee is that you're always in my heart and on my cock. Chunky magic bestiality that you made for Papi God to wield proudly and get all your favorite women for your bed.
Goddess never allows me to remove the finger from the line, is it because of my love for her or because she owns me? I'm not asking for a real answer; when we adore someone, we never want to know where exactly they finish and we begin. There's only us for all eternity. Sounds strange or confusing? real lovers understand but i'll phrase it differently for poetry sake: i never want to know where you end and i begin, there's only we for all eternity. In her case, she is made of many shes, as if she had decided to disguise herself in a multitude of holy women chosen by herself and appointed me number one of our family because she wanted to use her time to enjoy a comfy pampered position while Daddy, the man she worships, has to deal with the most dangerous missions and responsibilities.
As if... or perhaps it's exactly the case. Like i said, i don't want to find out, and you shouldn't want to find out either. I only enjoy philosophizing every once in a while but that should never and must never stop you or me from being together immediately at once... and for all sempiternal fovermore foreverest eternity.
We just move forward with the clarity and determination of knowing what life already communicated with life events, trusting our destiny is even higher because that's the direction Sagittarius arrow was pointing when all those events happened.
This is why i move forward knowing with certainty i am God, even in moments when things seem to not be moving at all. Everything is always moving, absolutely nothing is or stays immovable. Even when you don't see with mundane eyes, the spirit of God is shaping reality.
I wasn't born knowing i am God, i found out by life events of discovery, discovery that would have passed unnoticed by me if i didn't have the spark, the palpitating impetus to pay attention to all the languages of creation, for all these other eyes trying to open up... to finally start popping one by one.
Holy ethereal chikitibeibi dear holy eternal Goddess, wherever she is, gave me solid information and revelations to have absolute certainty i am God despite not having all my powers developed at full extent, she did it through real experiences and lucid dreams that cynical people would qualify as many adjectives. And she also made me proud as fuck and beyond, because regardless of whatever opinion anyone has i have vivid proof that i am immortal and unstoppable and many other magics have been waking up slowly. All those things plus lyrical messages thrown at me by 3 different Danielas telling me directly i am God plus other women telling me i am immortal, things that happened at different stages and moments in my life: like when i was a teen while she read my hand; when i was a young adult while having sex; when i was an uncle while playing a videogame about saving my woman; when i was a mature adult years after coming back from death, now making new friends while drunk in a party during the time when parties were forbidden; or just because whatever reason and during whatever moment.
Empirical evidence by years of experience defying fate and risking everything while imposing justice, plus, dreamy evidence which is how i qualify all those women's testimonies because i regard holy ethereal Goddess' word as evidence, she talks through my favourite women and in rare occasions through strangers.
Which is one of the main reasons why i needed to write my memories in this testament, for the purpose of processing, digesting, organizing and appreciating from different angles all the confusion that emerges from going through life with certain determinations while at the same time so many attentions were making efforts to catch my heart or deviate my attention. Creating glitches and other sentiments that can provoke others to be confused if they only read a few paragraphs of my private thoughts. Like expressing love for a man when i am definitely not gay or anyone thinking i could be open to have any man on our bed only because i wrote about wishing that my ex-girlfriends' husbands have some love for me despite the fact they will most likely be left behind if they made the relationship invalid and their wives, my ex-girlfriends will run to try to get me back when they find out i wrote such beautiful things for them. Will they get me back? Perhaps... i could say "only if you're obedient" but that one is obvious, a more complete answer is "only if you love my Goddess and she loves you too, if you're worthy".
What does that mean? being worthy... Loving all my angelitas to begin with, but you must also accept that life has variables and time goes by and we can only take a certain amount of unlove before we don't love anymore. But at the very least you have my friendship if you're friendly, which perhaps will also mean, that i feel inclined to give you my love again if you are soupalovely.
Only time will tell. Only Goddess.
I remember clearly how i wrote a specific chapter thinking of this issue, because i want to make sure my angelitas are superdelighted to be mine, and considering how i felt about my exes after coming back from death and how those feelings came pouring out when i started writing this testament on top of my old poetry... i realized and decided that i wanted to give all my angelitas the freedom to bring all her ex-girlfriends as long as they don't bring problems with them, but if she has a piece of your hearty past and you feel she's important to have her back... i want you to have her and i want to love her like i love you, eternally. Only if all the factors are in good alignment, since protecting the sanctity of our Paradise Ellysium is one crucial top priority because all angelitas' happiness must be considered.
Naturally, Paradise Ellysium is built in a hearty logical sequence that obeys the order in which loves of my life land on my bed. The first angelitas to arrive will be taking decisions together with Papi God. And those decisions are ruled primarily by my black and white rules. And you don't have permission to change my rules, but you can also add your own thoughtful determinations, we will discuss it together and decide if it's also a new black and white rule or colourful shades. At many places in this blog here and there i made clear my appreciation for others is not intimate love, but as i kept going forward it became more and more evident that it was necessary to make it even more clear because some people are stubborn to introduce noise in my dear angelitas communication channels, so i have to do what good Papis do, and educate them with patience, honesty and firmness. To make sure this is what they want, polyfidelity with only one man and many women. Daddy God & angelitas Queens.
I don't want to find out but i still waste some minutes here and there philosophizing as long as it doesn't mean i'm trying to find a way to make you less important in my heart but instead always honouring the mystery of how i created you and you created me, because even if you could be not as high as Papi God is in cosmic hierarchy the case could turn out to be the other way around so it's only natural that Papi God wants to make all angelitas feel important always, so whenever i am philosophizing i come up with all sorts of different scenarios that could be true in different perspectives. But in the end, and the beginning, the most important thing is that we never use any of these rationalizations or fantasies as excuses to stall or to delay love or to demerit what is most important... the miracle of us getting together. In other words, get yer fucking buttsis over here right fucking now because you made lewd Papi your ruler for good reason.
That's right, and Oh yeah.
In the name of Goddess.
For you, for all eternity.
Aman.
Finished at 6:54 MXT = 12:54 Universal... however very interestingly 1:54 London and finally managed to click the publish button when looking at Lilya time 13:05 after being possessed by Charlobita for few yummy minutes dedicated for all angelitas. Then when i had to add one last paragraph i finished when it finally made great sense and as i could predict while taking fast glances at the clock... yes, it was 15:03-04 Lilyferalvictory + Dreammsis again. Which makes me think of that dream i had predicting the future of us getting married at certain place i'll tell you later about. I'm sure you two must have a longstanding soular connection that we will discover and rediscover, with lots of yummy repetitions. And you will make all angelitas in love, since many other angelitas' numbers manifested while refining details all over the place while all of them still gravitated towards Lilyveritas + Duerrmeconmigo.
